sh0ck1ng m0m3nt......

remember that 5th jan?It is my first day in skul for this new 2009....As usual,I have nothing else to expect until.....Wei Xiang,one of my skul buddy told me that me that I was placed in 4BAI....At first I was thinking that he lied to me,but as he kept insisted that I was placed in that class,I decided to check...WHAT IN THE FUCK IN THIS WORLD THAT THIS THING CAN BE HAPPEN TO ME?!!...I was really put into class 4BAI...At the moment,I was so pissed off that I started to curse and curse and curse....I was so damn mad....Never mind if all the students in first class are clever but Alas,some of them really dont deserved to be in that class and when I said they dont deserved,I MEANT it...So I check I check and I check again,V Juan oso same class wit me...At that time,I think that justice really dont exist in the world...When we line up at the assembly hall,the first thing I saw is V juan's face...His expression is like the whole world upset him but he still try to smile... But I know behind his smile,I can sense his sadness and dissapointment,lurking somewhere deep in his fragile heart....I can understand his feeling.....I can see him nearly shed his tear but I know,no matter what happen,he will try not to shed the tear in front of us......because I know that he is a very strong person....We ask our PKM,and she told us because of our C, we cant go into the first class...At that moment me and V juan thought everything has lost hope...until she said that some student will go to the boarding skul, and she said we will be in the top list to transfer to that class...After I heard this,I was so relieved to have this kind of understanding PKM.....But after I check,I soon realized that there is mayb onli 1 empty place in that class...Knowing this,both of us know that onli 1 of us can go to that class....I was so speechless..Should I fight for the place or just let him take....I really cant think...But in the end,I told V juan if there is onli 1 place,he can take the seat...My other self thinking and saying to my another self:R u mad?I just say to the other:V juan's buddies mostly is in that class and in here,he really doesnt have any real buddies..so it is best if he go there so he can study......But when I told V juan that he can take the place,he told me that if there is onli 1 place,he will not go,instead he say we will go together when there are two places available....I was so touched and I said OK!......Today when we elect candidates for the Rumah Sukan,Pn Ngai scolded us....U know y?Because she said that Chinese onli vote for Chinese and same goes go to the other oso...Sorry Pn Ngai,because if I try to be fair,in the end I am the one who will be treated unfairly and I really sick of this...

Thank you V juan,for showing me the true meaning of buddy when I depressed and oso when I am in trouble...It is you who really by my side during this few tough days....Not to mention my other friends who I oso must thank..

And I got onli 1 thing to say,government do you think by giving them good result when they actually dont deserve anything better than this..You think this will help them?In fact u r just make them even worse...And this is the fact...Let me give u an example,this particular teacher,she actually don know how to speak well in English,but in the end I dont know how she managed to get a scholarship and eventually she became a teacher.....So her job is to teach MA in English...So when she dont know to say 3 minus 2 in English,Do u know what she said?Listen..."Student, three push two equals to?"In Bm, this is how it looked like,"Pelajar, tiga tolak dua berapa?"So now u all get the point?Thats what I trying to say....If u all still like this,den I have nothing to say,in fact, other people will see our country like other 3rd world country like Vietnam...Whats the different?If they are not good,just give them the mark they deserved, not by giving them extra marks.....

And 1 more thing,We oso part of Malaysia u know?At least u should treat us equal den we can treat u back equally ma...If u dont treat us equal, how do u expect us to treat u equally?But luckily,Malaysia is a better country now..So I just wan to say, what they deserved to get den they deserved to get,what they don deserved den they r really dont deserved to get...Know what I mean?U see Singapore?This country is even better than our country even though it is younger than our country..It is because they treat each other equally which mean teamwork is there..and teamwork mean they together developed this country...Like some1 said,If we never learn from the past,we r doom to repeat it...and that is very true....Fair wit Fair,that is the onli way.....