th@nks...............

After this Friday,I finally realized how important friends are in you life.They can be the one who guides you in your life or they can act as a listener which you pour out your feelings to them.Unlike parents,friends are better because they actually understand you what you are trying to do.Frankly speaking,I would rather tell my friends everything than tell my parents a single thing.Example:you get bad result in your exam and you feel sad bout it and yet you get scolding from your parents.Instead of scolding,maybe they should comfort us and teach us where we wrong.Thats why I always said that friends understand us better than our parents.Parents,they just know to scold us when we did something wrong but friends will advise us when we did something wrong.See the difference?This is what makes me closer to my friends than parents.Somehow,I felt that Vincci's condition is almost as same as mine(just guess).By the way,I would like to thank to my friends,Jie Ying,for fanning me when I sick.Wei Qian,for giving me medicine even though she still need it.Vincci,for giving me milk even though she want it badly.Melanie,for caring bout me and giving me milk.Lish,for understanding my situation and dont force me to do duty.(Lish,I swear I would not disappoint you.)Yik Soon,for caring bout my condition.Baobei,for caring bout me too.And I would like to thank this person the most,Man Kit for spending his money to buy ice and also going down to canteen all the way from forth floor just to buy some food for me.I was really touched by what you guys did.

Today just had an argument with my parents.Damn piss off with them.Just because I sick,they scolded me like nobody business.Some more say if I need to be admitted to hospital,they would not care bout it and ask me to go hospital by myself.Scold me till even funeral and die these two words also came out.If I were to die,I would even much more happy cause I finally can get out from this rotten place.Thats why,I would rather die than stay with you all.For what I need to torture myself?Staying with you all makes my life shorter.(All parents are different.Dont argue with me if you think I am wrong.Everybody have different opinion.If you criticise me,you are not any much better than a retarded jerk.Tell me nicely then I will respect you,scold me then expect a kick to your ass!)