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Have anyone of you all did something wrong or awful things that make you regret for your whole life?I am sure everyone did that also includes me.However,what I did that made me regret is not a bad thing,it is just a thing that make me regret.This incident happened when I was in form 1 or 2.On that particular day,I with my family are going to Petaling street.Yeap,we are going there to find some delicious food to eat cause me and family are like food hunter,constantly hunt for food to eat.So we went and roamed at Petaling Street for at least 2 to 3 hours before we decided to go back home.So when I was walking back to the car park,I saw this beggar.An old lady.Her white hair was messy and her face was smudged with dirt,which indicate that she never bath for a long time or has been abandoned by her useless children(if she has one).Later on,I saw this old lady kept asking passerby to spare her some money so she can buy meal to eat.Unfortunately,many ignored her and some even gave her a disgusted look.However,there are some people who are kind enough to give her some sens.Whenever someone gave her money,she would bow and use her frail voice to say "Thank you.Kind Sir."She treat every sens that she earned like precious baby,maybe because she only receive few sens.So I decided to look into my pocket to look for small change so I can donate to her.But that time,I just had only a piece of 10 ringgit note.So when I kept searching through my pocket,without realized I already had passed by the old lady.So when I turned back to looked at her,she was looking at me,hoping that I would donate her some money cause she saw me searching for some money in my pocket.Is not like I dont want to donate but that day,I just dont know what I think.Reluctantly,I just decided to go on and I can imagined how dissapointed she was.At first I want to donate and later I dont want,what am I thinking?That was so foolish of me.With one less person to donate her money,mayb she will has less one day to survive.When I went back and thing about it,I regretted my action and decided to donate her money the next time I go to Petaling Street.So the next time when I go to the Petaling street,I was searching for her,hoping that she will turn up at the same spot.However,she did not turned up.I was dissapointed,utterly dissapointed.Maybe if that day I donate her money,maybe she will still alive.She will have a nice meal to warm herself up or perhaps able to buy a blanket so she can go through the cold night.I was so dissapointed for what I did.Until now,I will help to donate money to those who are in need,but still it wont help me ease the dissapointment for what I did that day.Thinking bout this makes me feel wanna shed my tears out.I decided to write this post when I read a similar article about this.I wrote this post so you all can learn something from this incident that I have been through.So my friends,if you have the chance to help out,please do so because next time you maybe wont have the chance to do so.Help them out so they can lead a better life.

Silly child,
frail and weak.
Play our game,
hear us speak.
Silly child,
sticks and stones.
Play our game,
or we break your bones.

What you want,
What you crave,
What you seek,
Is someone's grave...