p3rf3ct str@t3gy...

Ever wonder why some Chinese in Malaysia when they rich,they will be very rich,but when they poor,they are very poor.Cant figure out the reason behind all this thing right?Never mind,I will tell you why.You see, unlike other race,we Chinese,cant enjoy the benefit that some other races have..And I dont want to mention.We Chinese,are very hardworking indeed and I am not boasting bout this cause I know I am speaking the truth.During my parents' school days,when they had SPM,even though they have better result compared to this human race but sadly they dont have the chance to go to the oversea,instead their chance have been taken by these people from this race who cant even speak English well...Some of them have been sent to England while one of them have been sent to Japan to further her study.In the end,that time cause my parents have no choice,they had to study form 6 and they struggle like hell.And that time,the whole form 6 is fully occupied by Chinese and none of the people from this race can be seen.I bet if you ask your parents,they will surely tell the same thing.After 40 years,this thing still going on even though the government has improved a little bit.This race indeed have a very easy life,once they got a chance to go to the boarding school,the future is in front of them and they dont even need to spend a single sen.Now,scholarship have been given to those who are qualified to ease their burden so they can further study in elsewhere.Out of these peoples who received scholarships,90% are from this particular race,while 10% are for us.Thats mean all of us will be fighting for the scholarship.Those who cant get but have the financial,its ok.But those who cant get scholarship and dont have the money,BINGO,the only choice they have is to go to form 6.And the thing doesnt end here.When you go for form 6,you will surely know that you will sit for STPM right?So when a lot of clever Chinese students get their results,all of them will have to "kill"each other to get a place in university cause the places in university is limited.So those who cant get will have to work or do something else..Perfect strategy right?So to those who dont agree,face me and tell me why.And from there I will tell you why YOU ARE SO WRONG!

We chinese oso helped and contribute for the country u know,so dont think u r the onli one who helped contribute the nation.

purp0s3......

Everything what you have done in this world have their purposes...You go to the toilet because you want to pee,shit or look at your ugly face.You go to the canteen to eat and no matter what you do,it sure have a purpose....So far,everything I did in this life has their purposes....Until this thing,which I have been doing for the past ten years,and I realized,that this thing that I have been doing have no purpose at all...Guess what is it?It is STUDY....I know I know,that study is important in our life..And I can say that most Chinese study because they want to be a successful person in their life and get out from the shit hole from where they belong...But sadly,even though I have that kind of thinking but,it is not my main reason....I felt that I study because my parents want me to,not because I wanted...I know if they somehow,managed to find and read my blog,I will be in a whole lots of troubles...But this is who I am and the fact is,you cant really change the way I am or the way I want to be....I been playing a fool all this while until last year,when I was in Form 3,I started to think what my purpose and desire....I dont know anything bout my desire or things that I wanted to achieve.....

Ya,maybe become a doctor is not a bad choice and can earn a lot of money,but that is not what I want in my life..Even with lots of money,that still wont satisfied me.....I dont know whats my purpose in this world and I dont know whats my purpose for this world...I dont feel anything..I dont feel there is something important to achieve in my life...CONCLUSION,my life is empty and nothing...I never feel that I should be part of this world..never...for me,my life is literally boring...I always advise people on how to solve their problem because their problem has solution but here I am,solving a problem which I dont even know what is the solution.... I know this is a huge problem for me but I just dont feel that this is a huge problem because I am not dying to know what is my purpose in this life.....For man,Sex is their main purpose,but my unknown purpose overrides every purpose in my life....I know all of you all will ask me to go for counselling,but I dont know what to tell them and I wont ask a counsellor to consult and solve my problem because I am such a stubborn person...In the end,I am a person with lots of little purposes but lack of 1 important purpose....If I managed to get a scholarship,frankly speaking,I wont be happy....Playing game will make me happy,but that is just temporary...what I am looking for is something that can make my life happy....I dont know what,I just know that I have a big problem to need to be solve immediately....Hope all of you all can help me.....

Noob+Purpose still spells success
because if you have purpose,you will work hard for it and eventually succeeded because you u can...
Clever+NO purpose spells failure
no need to explain.Guess all of you all know I am trying to say.....


maybe after I managed to go to oversea,I VOW I wont come back to my filthy place...maybe I will,for the sake of my favourite BAT KUT TEH =.='