und3c1ded?

Hmmmm,lets find a way to begin this post.It's been months since I last posted something.Here we go.Embrace yourself guys! I wonder how many people will not give up and just manage to hold on like me.My life is perfect but somehow terrible things keep happening.Blow after blow,I wonder how long can I take this. The so called optimistic me has slowly disappeared and I am becoming a realist, a person that accepts reality. Isn't this good?Perhaps I am just tired of hoping for better things when in the end all I get are disappointments and failures.Perhaps some other time in near future, it will get better? I don't know. I am afraid that I have just made a wrong move and ended up regretting forever.Perhaps I need to tell my parents.Thinking of it motivates me but at the same time, it terrifies me.If I dint involve in it at all just like my friends,perhaps I won't even have to suffer.Who knows?God knows.I hope I can just hold on to it.Just be friends?It ain't going to happen,sad but that is the reality.Lets just hope I don't make a stupid and reckless decision.

w3irD....

I am weird.I admit it.It strikes me at the wrong time,wrong place...You are so normal...But why do you mean so much to me?Out of many people...I have chosen you instead...I cant bear the feeling of losing you...In fact,I will do anything for you...You are the first girl that I would totally do anything...I don't know...It is just weird...I want to be with you :)

Renew :D

New life,new chapter :) Stay tune :)

Graduation

"朋友一生一起走,那些日子不再有...."This song kept ringing in my ears.It is a very nice song and I definitely love it.When I think about the song,it reminds me when I graduated from primary school.Everyone was crying when we were on the bus to our way home after the Singapore trip.Wee Juan,Ming Hui,Wei Jian,Qun Yuan,Alvina,Hong Yeu burst into tears.I was no exception either.We moved on and prepared to embrace our new life.I finally made some new friends there and able to forget the past.Our bonds became more and more closer and stronger as time ticked by.Graduation was the last thing that I would thought of.Time flies by and here we are,students who finally graduated today.Who knew that time passes very fast?In a blink of an eye,we have to bear the pain of being separated away from our closest friends.However,is this really the end?Do I have to find new friends again?The answer is no.Why?It is because having you all as my friends is the best thing I can wish for.Even though we separate,our hearts still beat as one.Graduation is just a mere ceremony.It does not indicate the end of our friendship.Perhaps,this is a way to value our friendship even more.So long,maybe on one faithful day,we can perhaps plan a gathering and be together and crazy like last time :)

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r3turN......

Woah woah woah,did I just write something on my blog?Yes it is!*lame I know*Finally,after countless of trials and exams,I managed to squeeze out some time out of my busy schedule to write something down.*The truth is I was lazy =.=*If I never know that someone actually really wants to read my blog,my blog will be dead by now.Ok,enough of the crap,lets move on to something more interesting.
Like my any other Tuesday,as usual,I will go to the night market to buy some food to please myself because as you all know,sex is not the only thing that can makes a guy life happy=.= So as usual,greedy me will go around the night market and buy a lots of food to eat.I was looking for something to eat when something caught my attention,I saw a boy with ragged cloth selling drinks.I know it is normal but that guy somehow makes me pity him.However,the thought quickly slipped off my mind and I resumed my routine to find something to eat.After finish eating,I decided to buy a drink and I bought a drink from that guy.When I done paying that guy money,I saw my mum and quickly followed her up.I told her everything and she told me that she knows that boy.She told me that his elder sis was actually a very good student with a very bright future.However,their family is quite poor and in the end she had to study form 6 which I think it was a waste....
After I was back to my house,I went back to my room and started to think.*The next few sentences will be a little sensitive,so please forgive me if you are pissed off by my words*All these while,I never actually saw a beggar that is Malay.This makes me think that Malays have easy life and all they have to do is to study well as all the expenses are provided to them by government.We, non-bumiputras will have to struggle to find money to raise our family and pay up our school fees.But this only applies to those who are poor.After thinking about this,I was utterly disappointed.What the hell am I doing when I should be studying right now?I was pissed off by myself as I was wasting my time not doing revision when that guy,who is the same age as me,have to neglect his studies in order to support his family.I was very very sad....
I,who was born in a family who is having a semi-luxurious lifestyle,should be grateful.Why?This is because my parents are able to fork out money to let me study,so this mean that they have already prepared our journey and all we have to do is follow the road and study hard.So my dear friend,why complain when your job is to study only?It is not that hard right?So please,we should not waste our parents' money and we should start studying right now because in the end,when you achieve your goal,you do not make your parents proud,you actually make your own self proud.So when you make your own self proud,your parents will be proud as they had successfully nurtured their children who is proud of themself.Thats all...

r@nd0M....

Ermm,how to start this post?Well,another love rejected.But however,this time I knew the answer.Just expressed my feeling to her in order to avoid feeling regret later.Life has been going against me for quite sometime and sometimes I felt how good it will be if I was not born into this world.Bear in mind,this is not bout my family problem,so the problem I am currently facing right now is not my parents.Am I doom to be single for entire life?My friend,who just broke with her gf,just found a girl within less than 3 weeks.Wtf,it doesnt look like he is that handsome nor that tall(sorry,jusy getting pissed off) or maybe he is just lucky....And for those who keep telling me about spm when they know about my crush,can you please shut the fuck up for fucking god sake?I know what I am dealing with and the words you said are not going to give me any benefit.And I dont think that your result is any better than me,so why dont you worry yourself before you stick into some one's else matter?So the best solution for both of us?Mind your own business and stop bothering about other people's matter.

Sorry to my dear fellow Indian friends,I am sorry if my post offended you all but it is something that I must tell.Yesterday,when I went to a mamak stall to buy supper,something really surprised me.Is it the service they provided,is it their about restaurant cleanliness or is it about their food quality?Wrong,wrong,wrong.It is about their food price for god damn sake.For these 17 years,I have been a loyal fan for mamak food and I know that some mamak stalls sell their food ridiculously expensive!This restaurant,The ABC restaurant tried to take advantage on me since I am a regular customer of their restaurant.You know the fried chicken liver right?they charged me RM1 just for half a piece of it.Can you see how is my reaction,I was like OMGWTF!Never mind,buying expensive food from certain mamak stall was never a surprise until this happened...When I said I wanted to 'da bao' sambal,there is this particular Indian guy,the same guy who 'da bao' my chicken liver,said to the owner to charge me the sambal for rm1.I was like huh?I spoke in BM to her,"Wa,sambal pun mahu kena charged ah?"And the guy quickly responded by telling me"Tengok,saya bungkus besar besar punya!"Then I quickly said that I wanted sambal,but never mentioned about buying sambal.He purposely gave me lots of sambal in order to charge me.All these while,I thought that sambal was supposed to be free?Cheeky little cunning bastard.In the end,I just paid for the whole thing,except for the sambal but I still brought the sambal back home.The problem here is not bout the money,its bout the trust.When you try to earn a few extra bucks by cheating a customer,what benefit do you get apart of those few extra ringgits?Cibai fellow,I swear I wont buy from this mamak stall ever again unless...My hungriness ignites my passion for mamak stall again.Muahahaha!

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Its been ages,centuries and millenniums since I last updated my blog.Please forgive my laziness.Been very very busy with studies and car test as well.And for those who thought driving car is an easy matter,I beg to differ.Go ahead and try it,I will guarantee that you will say it is not easy.Sometimes,I really salute to those who can drive car well.Able to change gear in the middle of 100 kmph on busy road is not an easy task to accomplish,not to mention constantly monitoring the condition of the road.PPD exam is coming soon and it is fucking waste of time.Because of this,many teachers cant finish their teaching syllabus in time.A lot of teacher complaint bout it as well.Now skip bout those school stuffs,my instructor has already set our P license exam on 4th May.Wish me good luck :D

PS:This is one of my shortest post in my blog.At least I posted something right?It is much more better than nothing was posted out.