w@r...

Does this word sound familiar to you?I bet you do.Everyday,whenever we flip the newspaper,we will tend to find a section which contain all about war articles.Is war becoming a trend nowadays?As a student,we do study history right?And from history,what can we learn?From form 1 till form 4,all I learn is war and war and again WAR.I just know one thing,from the beginning where humans are getting more and more sophisticated,war just seem like a must for them.Like during the old days of China,all of the neighbouring countries are fighting for lands.Why?Same goes to Napoleon,who is the first one to iniate the French revolution.And also the 9/11 incident which later America wage war against Iraq.And again,why?Nobody knows.But for me,maybe I know why human wage war against each other.Last time,human wage war because they thirst and lust for power or they just want to show how mighty they are.Maybe this is how the phrase ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORD come.Is it a necessary for human to wage war and kill each other?Why cant we just live peacefully without disturbing other peoples' life?Does too much of power contribute to war?Saddam Hussein is.Why is it so hard for human to know that it is time for them to stop killing each other?And the latest is about the Palestin war and our government urge us to help them by participating the campaign and donate money.I am so sorry,I wont even donate a single sen.Why must I donate and support them when these damn fools don't even learn anything from their previous lesson.Must their country suffer a downfall then they only know what they did all these times were wrong?I don't know.But in modern time,does the word WAR still have the same meaning?I don't think so.America wage war against Iraq not because America wanted to,is because Iraq force them to.In order to prevent another bloodshed war from happening,America must wage war to stop them and I totally agree what America did.To gain a thing,sacrifice must be made.

In the end,
To achieve peace,war must be waged.
To stop the war,peace must be achieved.

Sad isn't it?Even though its cruel,this is life and we cant do or change anything.We decide and GOD make the choice.Just like the Resident Evil game character H.U.N.K said

“

This is war, survival is your responsibility.

”

t1m3s.......

Just read this.....

To realize the value of one YEAR,
ask a student who sit in removed class.
To realize the value of one MONTH,
ask a woman who had just given birth to her child prematurely.
To realize the value of one DAY,
ask a construction worker who have to feed his ten young children.
To realize the value of one HOUR,
ask a person who is waiting for his/her lover.
To realize the value of one MINUTE,
ask a employee who had just missed his/her train.
To realize the value of one SECOND,
ask a person who had just survived in a fatal accident.
To realize the value of one MILLISECOND,
ask a sprinter who won a silver medal in an Olympic Game.

Guys,appreciate every time we have cause time is precious.Once it is wasted,it cant be regain back.Therefore,use your time wisely and you will have a meaningful life.:)

p3rf3ct str@t3gy...

Ever wonder why some Chinese in Malaysia when they rich,they will be very rich,but when they poor,they are very poor.Cant figure out the reason behind all this thing right?Never mind,I will tell you why.You see, unlike other race,we Chinese,cant enjoy the benefit that some other races have..And I dont want to mention.We Chinese,are very hardworking indeed and I am not boasting bout this cause I know I am speaking the truth.During my parents' school days,when they had SPM,even though they have better result compared to this human race but sadly they dont have the chance to go to the oversea,instead their chance have been taken by these people from this race who cant even speak English well...Some of them have been sent to England while one of them have been sent to Japan to further her study.In the end,that time cause my parents have no choice,they had to study form 6 and they struggle like hell.And that time,the whole form 6 is fully occupied by Chinese and none of the people from this race can be seen.I bet if you ask your parents,they will surely tell the same thing.After 40 years,this thing still going on even though the government has improved a little bit.This race indeed have a very easy life,once they got a chance to go to the boarding school,the future is in front of them and they dont even need to spend a single sen.Now,scholarship have been given to those who are qualified to ease their burden so they can further study in elsewhere.Out of these peoples who received scholarships,90% are from this particular race,while 10% are for us.Thats mean all of us will be fighting for the scholarship.Those who cant get but have the financial,its ok.But those who cant get scholarship and dont have the money,BINGO,the only choice they have is to go to form 6.And the thing doesnt end here.When you go for form 6,you will surely know that you will sit for STPM right?So when a lot of clever Chinese students get their results,all of them will have to "kill"each other to get a place in university cause the places in university is limited.So those who cant get will have to work or do something else..Perfect strategy right?So to those who dont agree,face me and tell me why.And from there I will tell you why YOU ARE SO WRONG!

We chinese oso helped and contribute for the country u know,so dont think u r the onli one who helped contribute the nation.

purp0s3......

Everything what you have done in this world have their purposes...You go to the toilet because you want to pee,shit or look at your ugly face.You go to the canteen to eat and no matter what you do,it sure have a purpose....So far,everything I did in this life has their purposes....Until this thing,which I have been doing for the past ten years,and I realized,that this thing that I have been doing have no purpose at all...Guess what is it?It is STUDY....I know I know,that study is important in our life..And I can say that most Chinese study because they want to be a successful person in their life and get out from the shit hole from where they belong...But sadly,even though I have that kind of thinking but,it is not my main reason....I felt that I study because my parents want me to,not because I wanted...I know if they somehow,managed to find and read my blog,I will be in a whole lots of troubles...But this is who I am and the fact is,you cant really change the way I am or the way I want to be....I been playing a fool all this while until last year,when I was in Form 3,I started to think what my purpose and desire....I dont know anything bout my desire or things that I wanted to achieve.....

Ya,maybe become a doctor is not a bad choice and can earn a lot of money,but that is not what I want in my life..Even with lots of money,that still wont satisfied me.....I dont know whats my purpose in this world and I dont know whats my purpose for this world...I dont feel anything..I dont feel there is something important to achieve in my life...CONCLUSION,my life is empty and nothing...I never feel that I should be part of this world..never...for me,my life is literally boring...I always advise people on how to solve their problem because their problem has solution but here I am,solving a problem which I dont even know what is the solution.... I know this is a huge problem for me but I just dont feel that this is a huge problem because I am not dying to know what is my purpose in this life.....For man,Sex is their main purpose,but my unknown purpose overrides every purpose in my life....I know all of you all will ask me to go for counselling,but I dont know what to tell them and I wont ask a counsellor to consult and solve my problem because I am such a stubborn person...In the end,I am a person with lots of little purposes but lack of 1 important purpose....If I managed to get a scholarship,frankly speaking,I wont be happy....Playing game will make me happy,but that is just temporary...what I am looking for is something that can make my life happy....I dont know what,I just know that I have a big problem to need to be solve immediately....Hope all of you all can help me.....

Noob+Purpose still spells success
because if you have purpose,you will work hard for it and eventually succeeded because you u can...
Clever+NO purpose spells failure
no need to explain.Guess all of you all know I am trying to say.....


maybe after I managed to go to oversea,I VOW I wont come back to my filthy place...maybe I will,for the sake of my favourite BAT KUT TEH =.='

w@tchm@n.....

i not going to write about the post that i wan to write..cause it is just too long..plus lazy to write nia..so don bother..will update if i got the mood and time to do....watchmen this movie ah....onli suitable for hamsap lous to watch onli XD..i can bet that the sex scenes is more than the fighting scenes..oh gosh...the characters in this movie will not stop doing sex even though the apocalypse is at that day...but overall the movie is ok lah..but there are some moments which i cant forget like:'licking ur finger like licking battery..'i cant stop laughing at that moment...and there is one character in this movie i like the most which is Dr Manhattan..the blue baldy guy who don scare get naked..oh yeah love him so much..hope i will get accident in a nuclear reactor and turn into superhuman which has awesome power...but i know this wont happen la..just dream onli...this is the onli movie that i managed not to blink my eyes for continuous 3 hours..i never even touch my popcorn and without realizing that my bro had already ate finished..damn... but thats cool man ^^..for u all who wan to watch dirty movie but cant managed to find 1,this is the movie for u..thats all for today..don say me hamsap..this is all boys hobbies except for those ah gua =.=

stpm..stpm...stpm...the world 2ND toughest exam after Japan...do u know what this mean?

unpr3d1ct@bl3

In our life,life can be unpredictable.....
You will never know how it happen....
You will never know when it happen....
You will never know why it happen.....

Who knows the first game is created by one of the NASA fellow...

Who knows the insane and not logic Albert Einstein is the world greatest physicist which we will have to learn his formula like E=mcc?(damn, cant he just be a little bit stupid?)

Who knows that the Microsoft company which is built by Bill Gates,the person who fail in his test and never graduate and he graduate ONLY 20 years later....

Who knows that the first living thing sent to the outer space was none other but an ordinary dog?And I stated here clearly,a DOG not a HUMAN!!!!

Does everyone know that the banana is actually a kind of flower,not a fruit?

Life is unpredictable and full of surprises...and something that happened in school surprised me....I was like WTF?But as I think over and over again,it starting to get funny and I couldn't hold myself any longer and BOOM,LMAO XD...V juan is rite..our life is still long and we must be optimistic.....I am looking forward what will happened in the future wakaka XD....and to those who don't know what is happening,only me and Chong know bout it....will tell Alvina and Melanie bout this incident later....

indeed they are having an easy life but not us...I will write this topic as my next post...(changed into Serious Shienrun XD)

n3v3r 2 b3 b0th3r by 1t @g@1n.....

i will never bothered by it again..i swear...never ever again....what done is done....what past is past...now i step outside in this reality,knowing actually what is happening around me for the first time....i felt all my senses are coming back to me...never to be blinded by the sadness surrounded me all this time...i am free...free to do anything...never to be bothered by past again....instead i am curious of what my future would look like...its time to let go and step forward..mayb i lost something,but look on the bright side,i am no longer burdened by something...here i am again..the old cheerful,happy go lucky,playful,naughty Shienrun..so some peaceful moment has been given to you all...and i wan to take it back..those out there who know who i am talking about..enjoy the sweet moment while you can..WAKAKA XD


Man,I am going to ASEAN scholarship interview next month..but i prefer PETRONAS scholarship....i will see which is the best....