ch01c3s....

choice...another thing that almost happen everyday in our life..no matter where r u,what u doing or what time u r at,u r oways given some choices to decide,whether u wan it or not...it is like becoming part of our life,like an inseparable entity in our life...but without choices,we oso cant choose, and choices make us think,make us how to decide our life...so,choices do play an imporant role in our daily life...choices can make our life happy or gloomy and that is oso up to u to decide it!but if u study physics..example,Newton has stated that there is 3 law of physics..one of the law is like if u shoot a riffle,the gun will push the bullet and at the same time,the force of the bullet will push the gun back towards u....so what i am trying to say at here is the choices that u make doesn't onli affect u,it oso affect all the people surrounding u...if u r in bad a mood,u will expect that the people around u will oso turn sour....sometimes,choices in our life can be really harsh and turn against us...here r some of the choices or decisions that people faces usually...

when u gamble,u will be oways given choices to gamble up any amount of money u wan...if u gamble a lot of money and lose,u will blame urself for gamble too much money or if u gamble a little bit of money but win,u will later say"aiya,y don i gamble up more money ah?"

same thing oso happend to this situation,u saw an old beggar and u feel pity for him/her...if u dint give him/her money,u will feel bad as they r very weak and invulnerable plus he/she mayb hungry and no money to buy food...but if u give him/her money,u will feel sad cause ur money have been already given to him/her which make u felt that u just loss money....

if u r given 2 girls to be ur gf,one is pretty but very bad and another one is moderate looking but has a nice heart..who will u wan to choose?difficult le?if u choose the pretty one,later u will be her dogXD..but if u choose the other one,u will sure think that if the girl can just be a little better looking den it is enough ad...

so our life is full of choices and it is up to you to decide it... u can never escape from it and u will never managed to...if u cant change or escape from it,den just accept and adapt the current condition....remember,each choice has their own benefict and concequences,it is just whether how u face it...so my dear friends,choose your choices wisely or choose those choices that u can face it or embrace it...never choose a choice that can destory or turn ur life miserable..dont run away from choices,cause in the end,u do have to make a decision out of the number of choices u have eventually...choose ur choice wisely and i have no doubt that u will live ur life happily and meaningfully...that is all for today...

Happy Bday to u,V juan the Bday Boy XD

ch1n3s3 n3vv y3@r m3m0r13s + r3c3nt s1tu@t10n...

so long never post liao...like 1 week+...lazy nia plus the skul subjects are very tough and i nid to study them,thats y seldom blog lor...this year chinese new year damn boring...nothing to say...ang pao oso less than rm100,pay finish all my debt den left 30+...haiz...but nvm la,at least got leng lui ma this chinese new year...Ahem,i mean not the skul de la...is my mother's fren de daugther.... that day was the 4th day of chinese new year..as usual,my family will sure go and visit my mother's old fren...she got a daughter which is very pretty and gorgeous,which is same age wit me....every year sure never fail to see her de..but this year..ZOMGWTF!!!she looks so different!pretty dao she can fight wit jun jun lor.....walau eh,if i could not control myself,who knows wat will happen that day XD...haha,when we visit my mother's fren,that moment that i cant forget the most is when she looked at me den i looked at her b,later both of us turn to other side because too shy liao..haha,really shok shok shok ar...cant really describe that situation....after that,when i surveyed the surrounding of the house because of too boring...den i noticed something,she oso got up from her seat and start walking to her room den later she stand behind my b for a long time b4 she go away cause my family wan ciao le...damn,if onli i could mustered up my courage,turn away and talk to her...just because of like that,i slip a good chance,it is like everybody told u 'So long suckers!'and i have to admit it that i really hate this kind of situation T.T...anyway,when we wanna go b that time,that situation is kinda awkward bcause.....her mother told me to talk,communicate more wit her and go and know more each other like smsing and msning..really paiseh le XD..mayb her mother already treat me as her future son in law..hehe..but if i let my parent see this post,den i really cham lor =.='

now bout the thing that happend recently,is that skul life is getting more and more boring..i wonder how those old days,the mathematician can so damn bloody good...even can create all those kind of freak algebra thingy...if i got time machine,sure go b to that time and kill all of them...now i just love science and ad math onli...other thing totally dont attract my attention at all...there is one thing that evryone will sure think alike,that is when we r in that form,we will feel very boring...but after we advance to higher form,den we will feel that the previous form is much more fun that current form.....life is like that,face it...if u cant change it,face it....


Naim,do u have to leave us?when u leave,there will be less 1 clever in our skul,there will be oso less 1 computer geek in my life,there will be oso oso less 1 fellow to be bully by me,and lastly, less 1 crazy and emo people in my life...Naim,will miss u forever T.T

ch1n3s3 n3vv y3@r,GONG XI FAK CAI!!!XD

since CNY is coming,i decided to change my blog picture into like chinese style building picture!When CNY is around the corner,which mean its fire crackers time!!Inside my store room got whole bunch of fire crackers,range from little rocket to RM120 for 3 sticks de giant rocket,from small red crackers to super loud ball bomb...Gonna miss it when i scared some1's wit out of it..XD,know that CNY is coming,sure got 1 thing sure cannot forget de...what is that?Ang Pao la of course!!So prepare to empty ur pocket money and make it as an Ang Pao for me^^Ehh,don run la!U still own me an Ang Pao la!XD..note:(i cant give u all cause i havent married,so no ang pao for u all,but u all whether got married or no married oso must give ang pao to me!heheXD)

Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni Ya,Go Xi you for giving me ur ang pao!(try to sing this song in the normal Gong Xi song..and again,Dont forget my Ang Pao!XD)CNY FELLOWS!

m0Ody d@y.....

walau today so moody.....all because of that damn fucking counsellor...don wan to mention his name,his name is even not worth to speak than a BABI's shit!!!ok,b4 i go and scold him again...let me tell u wat happen....today,when i went to the telephone booth which is near to the office to call my mum..I heard him calling me...He ask me:"do u have the permission to use the phone?"because i don have time to ask for permission from the person in the office,so i say no...Know what he said?"U think u prefect u can do anything u wan ar?"Kanine fucking *****,b4 i say this word...people oways told me that biatch is for educated person to scold onli...but scolding u Kanine fucking bitch is ad gud for u lor....wan me to scold u biatch?for u bitch is enough,not nid to give face for a fucking noob person like u....If he tell me in a polite manner,mayb i still can accept it..But he scold in front of every1 like i did something very bad...Pukimat,u think every prefect got do everything they wan ar?If i can do aything i wan,y don i kik ur lampa rite now?!!!Cb kia,somemore wan to threaten me to penalise me or to send me to Pn Sia....U think u r discipline teacher ar?U counsellor can psp me ar?Tell me, Ur MOther!U as a counsellor,ur job is to solved student's problem onli lar kepo!!We give u problem,u go and solved our problem,thats it.Dont try to move ur fucking ass from ur fucking chair cause student come and find u to solve their problem,not u go and find them!!!So like like this,U go and do headmaster la puki!!!Or u have so much energy to do the walking ar?Go and do yoga or bumping till i say stop lar!!!This little problem u oso wan to send me to Pn Sia ar?If i go out scold somebody,den i kena death penalty ar?I know u r turning old,but at least use ur brain ma...NO brain ma use ur Ass la,IDIOT!!!!LAstly,he told me that he will watch me..WATCH me?O.oU have really no idea who u r talking to....Really got gut ar...Bravo!!U wan to watch me?Go and watch urself la b4 I WHACKED UR LAMPA OFF UR KONEK SACK LA!!!!AND AFTER UR LAMPA DROP,I WILL MAKE A SPECIAL RECIPE CALL MR ****'s FRIED TESTICLES...DON MAKE ME WHACKED U TILL DEATH AND PEE AT UR GRAVE LA U PUKI!!!!!!
i rather put pig picture than putting ur ugly,retarded,puki,fucking looking face in my blog...U will just taint my blog nia,So ASS OFF,FUCKER!!!!

d1ff3r3nt y3@r,d1ff3r3nt view......

now we are in the year 2009,which mean that we must say good bye to the year 2008....before PMR,we will oways said that PMR is hard,PMR is tough and so on....Now we r in form 4,most of us will expect to face the challege that we cant imagine....As I said,I was quite suprised to see how tough is it in Science stream....I can see even our top scorer like Jess even wan to transfer to art stream just because she cant study bio...So this really prove how tough is form 4...A little advice from me,If u cant score well in Math or Science,den I advice u to transfer to art class cause study in Science stream don just require hardwork,it also require some talent and determination...So if u lack any of this, stay out off Science stream....Now I am in form 4 and whenever I looked back to the day when I got my PMR result,compare PMR wit form 4,PMR is nothing...I mean PMR is really easy if u keep trying,willing to study...But for form 4,hardworking is just really not enough if u know what I am trying to say...But for me,I am willing to accept this challenge to prove that I can excel well in Science stream.....hehe..But I am quite lucky cause I have my mother who is a chemistry teacher to teach me Chemistry and our beloved form teacher,Pn.Yap,who is excellent in teaching Physic...and she really succeeded making me love Physic...Other teacher such as BI teacher,Pn Ngai and A.math teacher,Pn Lee oso help me to understand English and Add math better..^^anyway to those my friends who is still in other class,you will oways forever be my friend....So promise me 1 thing,study hard and excel well in ur exam so we can see each other result pass wit flying colour.......

Soon 2 more year will pass and we will face our SPM...after this we will choose our own path and separate....which mean we will not see each other often or worse,we will not meet again....I was so sad to think about this...But this kind of thing,sooner or later we oso have to face...So tell me,even if we separate,will I able to see u all again and will ur all still wanted to see me and treat me as ur friend?Tell me....

sh0ck1ng m0m3nt......

remember that 5th jan?It is my first day in skul for this new 2009....As usual,I have nothing else to expect until.....Wei Xiang,one of my skul buddy told me that me that I was placed in 4BAI....At first I was thinking that he lied to me,but as he kept insisted that I was placed in that class,I decided to check...WHAT IN THE FUCK IN THIS WORLD THAT THIS THING CAN BE HAPPEN TO ME?!!...I was really put into class 4BAI...At the moment,I was so pissed off that I started to curse and curse and curse....I was so damn mad....Never mind if all the students in first class are clever but Alas,some of them really dont deserved to be in that class and when I said they dont deserved,I MEANT it...So I check I check and I check again,V Juan oso same class wit me...At that time,I think that justice really dont exist in the world...When we line up at the assembly hall,the first thing I saw is V juan's face...His expression is like the whole world upset him but he still try to smile... But I know behind his smile,I can sense his sadness and dissapointment,lurking somewhere deep in his fragile heart....I can understand his feeling.....I can see him nearly shed his tear but I know,no matter what happen,he will try not to shed the tear in front of us......because I know that he is a very strong person....We ask our PKM,and she told us because of our C, we cant go into the first class...At that moment me and V juan thought everything has lost hope...until she said that some student will go to the boarding skul, and she said we will be in the top list to transfer to that class...After I heard this,I was so relieved to have this kind of understanding PKM.....But after I check,I soon realized that there is mayb onli 1 empty place in that class...Knowing this,both of us know that onli 1 of us can go to that class....I was so speechless..Should I fight for the place or just let him take....I really cant think...But in the end,I told V juan if there is onli 1 place,he can take the seat...My other self thinking and saying to my another self:R u mad?I just say to the other:V juan's buddies mostly is in that class and in here,he really doesnt have any real buddies..so it is best if he go there so he can study......But when I told V juan that he can take the place,he told me that if there is onli 1 place,he will not go,instead he say we will go together when there are two places available....I was so touched and I said OK!......Today when we elect candidates for the Rumah Sukan,Pn Ngai scolded us....U know y?Because she said that Chinese onli vote for Chinese and same goes go to the other oso...Sorry Pn Ngai,because if I try to be fair,in the end I am the one who will be treated unfairly and I really sick of this...

Thank you V juan,for showing me the true meaning of buddy when I depressed and oso when I am in trouble...It is you who really by my side during this few tough days....Not to mention my other friends who I oso must thank..

And I got onli 1 thing to say,government do you think by giving them good result when they actually dont deserve anything better than this..You think this will help them?In fact u r just make them even worse...And this is the fact...Let me give u an example,this particular teacher,she actually don know how to speak well in English,but in the end I dont know how she managed to get a scholarship and eventually she became a teacher.....So her job is to teach MA in English...So when she dont know to say 3 minus 2 in English,Do u know what she said?Listen..."Student, three push two equals to?"In Bm, this is how it looked like,"Pelajar, tiga tolak dua berapa?"So now u all get the point?Thats what I trying to say....If u all still like this,den I have nothing to say,in fact, other people will see our country like other 3rd world country like Vietnam...Whats the different?If they are not good,just give them the mark they deserved, not by giving them extra marks.....

And 1 more thing,We oso part of Malaysia u know?At least u should treat us equal den we can treat u back equally ma...If u dont treat us equal, how do u expect us to treat u equally?But luckily,Malaysia is a better country now..So I just wan to say, what they deserved to get den they deserved to get,what they don deserved den they r really dont deserved to get...Know what I mean?U see Singapore?This country is even better than our country even though it is younger than our country..It is because they treat each other equally which mean teamwork is there..and teamwork mean they together developed this country...Like some1 said,If we never learn from the past,we r doom to repeat it...and that is very true....Fair wit Fair,that is the onli way.....

uNf@1r w0rLd........

Ahem.....do you think after I got my PMR result which is 7a's 1c,do you think that I am happy?NO!!!Infact I am more angry than happy....Do I mad on myself?Again NO!!!But y?You tell me....I am angry cause for us who studied very hard get this kind of result but how about other?I saw one fellow get straight A's and yet his English is worse than my grandmother!CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!!!and I don wan to name that fellow....If I compared him wit the last class,actually he is just slightly better than them...Is it Chinese?I don wan to tell cause I don wan to raise isues...But for those who know,u will know know who I am talking about....The fellow, the time he use for reading book is less then the time I use to go to the toilet to shit...So damm mad...So damm bias...It is not about the PMR standard is low,it is the unfairness of our goverment....If I compared Lish's GEO wit his GEO,I will say that Lish will have a better chance to score A than him....What the FUCK wit u goverment?Other race other kind of marking?Cant u just be a little fair?That is just all I ask,nothing more..But in the end,we as a student have to accept the fact....Cause this kind of thing will never change unless they learn.......

U say everything is equal, everything is same?DO u meant it?No I dont think so.....Even the sepet movie tells the story of a malay girl who scored 5a's in her SPM can go to the overseas while her Chinese bf..yeah thats rite scored 7a's cant even enter a local University....This world is too bias and I cant stand it..But I have to face it...This movie really describe our current condition and country.....So do u all agree wit me?