s@t@n's l1ttl3 b0y boi w0rLd

und3c1ded?

2012-01-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm,lets find a way to begin this post.It's been months since I last posted something.Here we go.Embrace yourself guys! I wonder how many people will not give up and just manage to hold on like me.My life is perfect but somehow terrible things keep happening.Blow after blow,I wonder how long can I take this. The so called optimistic me has slowly disappeared and I am becoming a realist, a person that accepts reality. Isn't this good?Perhaps I am just tired of hoping for better things when in the end all I get are disappointments and failures.Perhaps some other time in near future, it will get better? I don't know. I am afraid that I have just made a wrong move and ended up regretting forever.Perhaps I need to tell my parents.Thinking of it motivates me but at the same time, it terrifies me.If I dint involve in it at all just like my friends,perhaps I won't even have to suffer.Who knows?God knows.I hope I can just hold on to it.Just be friends?It ain't going to happen,sad but that is the reality.Lets just hope I don't make a stupid and reckless decision.

w3irD....

2011-10-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

I am weird.I admit it.It strikes me at the wrong time,wrong place...You are so normal...But why do you mean so much to me?Out of many people...I have chosen you instead...I cant bear the feeling of losing you...In fact,I will do anything for you...You are the first girl that I would totally do anything...I don't know...It is just weird...I want to be with you :)

Renew :D

2011-10-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

New life,new chapter :) Stay tune :)

Graduation

2010-10-23T13:16:00.002+08:00

"朋友一生一起走,那些日子不再有...."This song kept ringing in my ears.It is a very nice song and I definitely love it.When I think about the song,it reminds me when I graduated from primary school.Everyone was crying when we were on the bus to our way home after the Singapore trip.Wee Juan,Ming Hui,Wei Jian,Qun Yuan,Alvina,Hong Yeu burst into tears.I was no exception either.We moved on and prepared to embrace our new life.I finally made some new friends there and able to forget the past.Our bonds became more and more closer and stronger as time ticked by.Graduation was the last thing that I would thought of.Time flies by and here we are,students who finally graduated today.Who knew that time passes very fast?In a blink of an eye,we have to bear the pain of being separated away from our closest friends.However,is this really the end?Do I have to find new friends again?The answer is no.Why?It is because having you all as my friends is the best thing I can wish for.Even though we separate,our hearts still beat as one.Graduation is just a mere ceremony.It does not indicate the end of our friendship.Perhaps,this is a way to value our friendship even more.So long,maybe on one faithful day,we can perhaps plan a gathering and be together and crazy like last time :)

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Be my friend,love it,comment it and like it :)

r3turN......

2010-06-30T22:52:00.005+08:00

Woah woah woah,did I just write something on my blog?Yes it is!*lame I know*Finally,after countless of trials and exams,I managed to squeeze out some time out of my busy schedule to write something down.*The truth is I was lazy =.=*If I never know that someone actually really wants to read my blog,my blog will be dead by now.Ok,enough of the crap,lets move on to something more interesting.
Like my any other Tuesday,as usual,I will go to the night market to buy some food to please myself because as you all know,sex is not the only thing that can makes a guy life happy=.= So as usual,greedy me will go around the night market and buy a lots of food to eat.I was looking for something to eat when something caught my attention,I saw a boy with ragged cloth selling drinks.I know it is normal but that guy somehow makes me pity him.However,the thought quickly slipped off my mind and I resumed my routine to find something to eat.After finish eating,I decided to buy a drink and I bought a drink from that guy.When I done paying that guy money,I saw my mum and quickly followed her up.I told her everything and she told me that she knows that boy.She told me that his elder sis was actually a very good student with a very bright future.However,their family is quite poor and in the end she had to study form 6 which I think it was a waste....
After I was back to my house,I went back to my room and started to think.*The next few sentences will be a little sensitive,so please forgive me if you are pissed off by my words*All these while,I never actually saw a beggar that is Malay.This makes me think that Malays have easy life and all they have to do is to study well as all the expenses are provided to them by government.We, non-bumiputras will have to struggle to find money to raise our family and pay up our school fees.But this only applies to those who are poor.After thinking about this,I was utterly disappointed.What the hell am I doing when I should be studying right now?I was pissed off by myself as I was wasting my time not doing revision when that guy,who is the same age as me,have to neglect his studies in order to support his family.I was very very sad....
I,who was born in a family who is having a semi-luxurious lifestyle,should be grateful.Why?This is because my parents are able to fork out money to let me study,so this mean that they have already prepared our journey and all we have to do is follow the road and study hard.So my dear friend,why complain when your job is to study only?It is not that hard right?So please,we should not waste our parents' money and we should start studying right now because in the end,when you achieve your goal,you do not make your parents proud,you actually make your own self proud.So when you make your own self proud,your parents will be proud as they had successfully nurtured their children who is proud of themself.Thats all...

r@nd0M....

2010-04-18T20:06:00.004+08:00

Ermm,how to start this post?Well,another love rejected.But however,this time I knew the answer.Just expressed my feeling to her in order to avoid feeling regret later.Life has been going against me for quite sometime and sometimes I felt how good it will be if I was not born into this world.Bear in mind,this is not bout my family problem,so the problem I am currently facing right now is not my parents.Am I doom to be single for entire life?My friend,who just broke with her gf,just found a girl within less than 3 weeks.Wtf,it doesnt look like he is that handsome nor that tall(sorry,jusy getting pissed off) or maybe he is just lucky....And for those who keep telling me about spm when they know about my crush,can you please shut the fuck up for fucking god sake?I know what I am dealing with and the words you said are not going to give me any benefit.And I dont think that your result is any better than me,so why dont you worry yourself before you stick into some one's else matter?So the best solution for both of us?Mind your own business and stop bothering about other people's matter.

Sorry to my dear fellow Indian friends,I am sorry if my post offended you all but it is something that I must tell.Yesterday,when I went to a mamak stall to buy supper,something really surprised me.Is it the service they provided,is it their about restaurant cleanliness or is it about their food quality?Wrong,wrong,wrong.It is about their food price for god damn sake.For these 17 years,I have been a loyal fan for mamak food and I know that some mamak stalls sell their food ridiculously expensive!This restaurant,The ABC restaurant tried to take advantage on me since I am a regular customer of their restaurant.You know the fried chicken liver right?they charged me RM1 just for half a piece of it.Can you see how is my reaction,I was like OMGWTF!Never mind,buying expensive food from certain mamak stall was never a surprise until this happened...When I said I wanted to 'da bao' sambal,there is this particular Indian guy,the same guy who 'da bao' my chicken liver,said to the owner to charge me the sambal for rm1.I was like huh?I spoke in BM to her,"Wa,sambal pun mahu kena charged ah?"And the guy quickly responded by telling me"Tengok,saya bungkus besar besar punya!"Then I quickly said that I wanted sambal,but never mentioned about buying sambal.He purposely gave me lots of sambal in order to charge me.All these while,I thought that sambal was supposed to be free?Cheeky little cunning bastard.In the end,I just paid for the whole thing,except for the sambal but I still brought the sambal back home.The problem here is not bout the money,its bout the trust.When you try to earn a few extra bucks by cheating a customer,what benefit do you get apart of those few extra ringgits?Cibai fellow,I swear I wont buy from this mamak stall ever again unless...My hungriness ignites my passion for mamak stall again.Muahahaha!

...........

2010-04-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Its been ages,centuries and millenniums since I last updated my blog.Please forgive my laziness.Been very very busy with studies and car test as well.And for those who thought driving car is an easy matter,I beg to differ.Go ahead and try it,I will guarantee that you will say it is not easy.Sometimes,I really salute to those who can drive car well.Able to change gear in the middle of 100 kmph on busy road is not an easy task to accomplish,not to mention constantly monitoring the condition of the road.PPD exam is coming soon and it is fucking waste of time.Because of this,many teachers cant finish their teaching syllabus in time.A lot of teacher complaint bout it as well.Now skip bout those school stuffs,my instructor has already set our P license exam on 4th May.Wish me good luck :D

PS:This is one of my shortest post in my blog.At least I posted something right?It is much more better than nothing was posted out.

t1tl3l3ss......

2010-03-02T19:20:00.003+08:00

Well,pic of me and my spidey,nothing to do,just keeping this blog alive.

Vertigo :)

my brazillian red and white tarantula

2010-02-25T17:27:00.003+08:00

Haha,just got my new tarantula from my dealer.It is a 5 inches Brazillian red and white tarantula.Very docile and calm as well.Without further ado,allow me to show you my beautiful monster. :D

Pretty little fellow :D

nearly 5 inches,big big monster.

Cheers!

my favourite woman :D

2010-02-22T15:50:00.005+08:00

Hehe,everyone has their favourite woman,it is either Megan Fox or Jessica Elba.Boring!But even though my favourite woman is not well known,however she is very pretty!Dont believe?Den have a look on the pics.And guys,stop gluing your eyes on your computer screen.You might get short sightness later.Hehe

l30 g3ck0 and gbb :D

2010-02-20T20:15:00.009+08:00

Since Sumi does not know what is a gecko,so I decided to post bout it up.Leopard gecko or commonly known as leo gecko,is a close relative to our commonly seen house gecko.It is one of the famous pet reptile pet due to its striking colour which come in different kind of morphs and because of its strong adaptability.Plus it does not have any suction cup so it cant climb wall.Leo gecko naturally are very calm creature which require little care.Normal morph gecko normally priced between 100 to 200 ringgit but those with rare morph can fetch as high as 1000 ringgit!Mine currently is a sunglow morph leo gecko and gecko with this morph usually cost between 500 to 550 which I got it for 550 ringgit.Enough with the talking,so if you please excuse me,I will upload the photo to let the pictures do the talking.

Calm little fellow.

sleep on top of my head.Haha
Terbalik oso no problem.Haha

Now bout my tarantula.I got a gbb(Green Bottle Blue) from a nice guy from Puchong but due to my busy schedule,I can only post it up now.Magnificent creature but yet aggressive.Nearly bit me and also kicked hair several times to me.On the other hand,my thai zebra was dead when it arrived in a parcel.I guessed it cant stand the heat.Ah NVM,at least I donated it to teachers so they can see the beauty of T.Here are the pictures.

My GBB :D
My dead Thai Zebra :(

CNY upd@t3

2010-02-18T17:15:00.004+08:00

"Gong Xi Gong Xi..."Do you know what this indicates?Ya man,it's CNY.But wait,isnt it a little late to say it out?Sorry fellows,gamble till forgot whats the time now.Actually,CNY for this year is a little quiet but the good thing about it is my angpaos have been increased dramatically,so it is not a bad CNY.Got my leo gecko and pretty girl's hp,everything is going smoothly for this moment.Will update later regarding my leo gecko.So see you soon,guys!

fuckt@rd!

2010-02-03T18:47:00.006+08:00

Before that is the issue of usage of the word *****(I dont say it cause I was forbidden to say it remember?),after that is the issue of the burning of Christian churches,now what?The mocking of Indian and Chinese by a high ranking MP?And whats funny in this whole incident is that it took part during 1Malaysia meeting.Do you know what did he say?He said that we Chinese came to Malaysia to sell our bodies while Indians came to Malaysia to beg for money.He even said that if he dont like us,he can strip off our citizenship.Big deal.Well listen up,boot-licking fuckhead,I dont give a damn thing about you nor your comment.If you said Chinese and Indians came here to do their "things" respectively,how about you?Some pussy who dares to say it out just because you are hiding behind a superior law that meant to protect you?Take my words,if the gun possession law were to legalize in Malaysia,I am pretty sure you will not survive and will be dead by now as I was typing because there will be a bunch of mad fellows holding bazookas trying to shoot you down.And if you happen to read my blog,please do not reply me as I dont want to waste the time and energy of a so called high ranking MP.And if you cant do it,can you just please shut the fuck up as I am very sure that you will need all the energy to explain and answer all the question threw out by media.Still want to reply?Then I suggest you to stuff your mouth with pork because since pork is so tasty,you will surely want to eat it again and will not have the time to answer me.So cheers bastard!

PS:Finally he resigned.Good thing is that there will be less 1 scum on earth.

und3c1d3d.......

2010-02-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hmmm,its been a while since I have this kind of undecided feeling.Hesitation never took over me or affected me for a long time or at least not last year.But this year,I felt a sense of undecided and hesitation feeling.Is it a way that my instinct try to tell me that a path have to be chosen at this moment?Lets hope it is a no.

sp1dy......

2010-01-28T19:33:00.016+08:00

OK,its my time to fulfill my promise.Like I say,I will post bout my latest spidy's conditions.Here we go! :D

My Pinky,was in a molting process 2 days ago.All these while,I thought it is a she but it turns out it is a he!But it is going to die soon.Males normally survive for weeks before they die.Hope he dint die so soon....

Its skin.See the two big dots?Its sex organs....Thats the skin on its back.

My Biggie,my second obt.

Shy little fellow

My Smithi,just molted 4 days ago.The left hand side is its body.Very white le?

Still nid to take four years to become like that.Zzz...Slow grower

My Met,Malayan Earth Tiger,my new collection :D Beautiful sp,come from Malaysia de,very rare le?

My Colourie's look after it become an adult.Stunning eh?But havent la,still a baby..

w0rri3d 0wn3r :(

2010-01-24T01:42:00.002+08:00

My Smithi is molting.I think it started four hours ago when I left my house to play badminton.So far so good until I did something silly.I thought it molted completely so I took it off.Who knows that the abdomen still stucked :( I really wanted to slap myself.Please God save her,I beg you!Gotta sign off soon.Have to take care after it.

m0lt.......:D

2010-01-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

Today my baby ruhnaui whose name is Colourie,molted this morning I guess.Quite happy but at the same time dissapointed due to the fact I cant see it molt.Hope you enjoy the pic just like I am doing it right now.

s@d....

2010-01-19T16:07:00.004+08:00

Today received another 3 more T but one of it dint make it.So sad.It was William's T.But the dealer is kind enough,he is going to replace it with another T.I have already given the poor fella a proper burial.Not in the mood to write anything right now,so sorry :(

sp1d3rs l0v3rs d@y :3

2010-01-08T17:06:00.011+08:00

Haha.So darn happy today.Guess what?I just received another tarantula from a dealer through post laju.It is a baby T which I named it Bitey. :D It is actually known as Orange Baboon Tarantula but somehow people always call it the Orange Bitey Thingy because this species is super aggressive!Its attitude is totally the opposite of my another T,Pinky.It is fast,shy and nervous.But I knew once it reach a certain size,it will start to rebel against against its master. Sob sob T.T.Bitey is way more faster than I thought that in fact I nearly wasted five minute to get it off my body.It can even jump!Jesus Christ!Exactly one week ago,my Pinky started to spin a lot of enormous webs which pratically covers all the faunarium and it would refuse crickets even I though offered them.It even try to bite me when I poked her with a pencil.Guess that it is going to molt soon.For those who dont know about molting,molting is a process which the Tarantula changes its skin to grow by bursting out from its old exoskeleton.Cant really wait to look forward for my pinky's moulting!Here are some of the pics.the first time I got it.the pic of the container.The small little agile baby His new home

She is rearing her front legs which mean it is a threat pose. T.T

notice the webbing?

drinking water.....

Its fang.
Pinky the explorer!

If anyone interested to get one,I can always get one for you with a fee. :D

THE END

b@st@rd......

2009-12-23T21:14:00.005+08:00

I have been using Streamyx for more than 3 years.How should I say it?When I got my Streamyx for a few days,I thought the speed is amazing but sadly no.My dl speed capped at 50 to 60 kB which is less than 50% than the package that I bought.Even my buddy,WX can reach 170 kB without breaking a sweat.Streamyx is getting outrageous nowadays.It is like a gamble when you used Streamyx.If you lucky,you will get a good line like my buddy but if you get a line like me,you will be sadly disappointed.Not to mention that sometime Streamyx will become slow for no reason.Year after year,they earn till the money can collapse their building.But service?Sucks till the max!Many people complaint but all were taken lightly or not even be bothered!So much money but cant upgrade the facility.Big liar!Malaysia semua cakap apa apa boleh,tapi akhirnya semua blah la!Sucks!Maxis constantly dc,Streamyx slow,Celcom small area and all come from Malaysia.With this kind of attitude,even the phrase Malaysia boleh will not help our country improve.Useless!People with 512 package can easily outmatch my download speed.Wth Streamyx?Eat money till cant move?Compared to other country,our connection is belong to stone age!Useless....I dont know what to say.If you guys have problems related to streamyx or unsatisfied with it,please comment here to show Streamyx that they need to change their attitude,be it youtube's video buffering or slow upload.

my pl@nt and p3t :

2009-12-06T19:04:00.010+08:00

I know that many people love plant.Some even have too much plants that they simply lost in it!Nah,just joking.Planting trees and flowers can be a fun hobby though.Well,last week,my family and I went to Cameron Highland.Bought a lot of plants at there.I got my first plant and it is a monkey cup or commonly known as pitcher plant.Its weird structure and unique really attracted my attention.The pitcher,is used to trap insects and digest them.Kinda cool right?So this mean my plant is carnivore.I also plan to get a venus flytrap even though I dont know where I should get them from.Besides pitcher plant,I got myself a stone plant as well.Dont know what is that.The leaves are...just like stones!Heres the picture. :D

Now bout my pet.When you mentioned bout pet,the first thing that come across people's mind is normally the cute animal we have such as dog,cat,rabbit,hamster and many many more.Seldom people think or dont even realized that non animal can be a cute pet as well!Skip bout all those dog and cat thing.What I am talking right now,ya you know,is breeding weird creature like snake ,lizard and those kind of thing.This Tuesday,I went to Ikano Power Centre to get myself a pet.And my pet is a tarantula!Tarantula in short term means big,giant,huge spider!I got my Chilean rose as my first tarantula and it was quite awesome.Name it Goldie cause it is just like covered in gold colour.Actually it is quite docile and I have been handling him quite a lot of time.This fellow cost me rm120!Haha.But nvm,it was worth the money.lolx,it was eating cricket.

Yesterday,when I went out to get something,I found that it disappeared from its cage meaning that it had ran away.When I found it,guess where it is?It was under the body builder thing,Guess it just want to build muscle I guess!:D

I am definitely going to get another tarantula,to add another to my pet collection :D

t@g..........

2009-11-23T14:02:00.002+08:00

Tag.(by seast fruit seller,Wei Chai~)
32 Things You Didn't Know About Me Until You Read This:

1. What Color Is Your Toothbrush:
-white
2. Name One Person That Made You Smile Today:
-me :)

3. What were you doing at 8 AM?:
- sleeping

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?:
- gaming

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?:
-Boss,milo ice satu!

6. Who is the last person you sent a message to on Facebook?:
- nobody

7. Ever go cam...ping?:
- yeah.

8. Do you go to church every Sunday?:
- Nope.

9. What did your last text message say?:
- wan go sunway ma?

10. Where is your dad?:
- toilet =.=

11. Look to your left, what do you see?:
- staircase

12. What color is your watch?:
- invisible cause I dont have 1.....

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?:
- monopolying and gaming.)

14. How old are you?:
- sixteen.

15. Do you want to change your name?:
- Nope.

16. How Many Kids Do You Want To Have?:
- a bunch,a group,an army of them,no lar,still dont know....

17. Would you kiss any of your facebook friends?:
- No

18. Who are the best huggers that you know?:
- me :)

19. List three favorite colors/shades:
- black,red,white

20. Have you ever fallen in love?:
- Bla~

21. How did you get your worst scar?:
- hit my knee on the stone when playing football,2 cm deep wound....
22. Do you like cats?:
- neutral

23. Do you love anyone?:
- My friends and pc.....

24.what do you hope to get on ur b'day?
-new computer or graphic card!

25.Do u plan any trip for ur next coming?
- Nope.

26. What do you usually do during the day?:
-gaming.

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?:
-no.

28. Is anyone jealous of you:
- I dunno -.-

29. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?:
- slipper.keke XD

30. Last song listened to?:
- 21 gun

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?:
-Wei Xiang

32. What is your favorite number?:
- 10

Tag 5 people to do the same thing:
you want to do go do la.Lazy =.=

3@rth's myst3r13s.........

2009-11-18T12:24:00.005+08:00

Man,is such a weird creature,without even knowing half of the earth's secrets,they decided to explore the space,looking for a suitable place to stay in the future.We actually dont need to explore the outer space to find mysteries.Our mother earth contains more mysteries than we can ever imagined.Take this as an example,the Devil's Kettle in USA.Not the Devil's Kettle in Jeniffer's Body ah.Why I say so?Have a look on this picture.So,Devil's Kettle does exist after all!In the picture,you can see that the river is split into two,with the right part flow into the river while the left part,well you know,vanished into the pot hole.Scientists have been puzzled by this mysterious event.Why?Since the surrounding rock in this waterfall is not made out of limestone,which mean there is no cave in the pot hole.Many scientists have try various ways to find where this pot hole lead to.Dye,Ping Pong balls,fruits and other things else have been thrown into this pot hole,but nothing come out from the location they expected,Lake Superior.Ya,some of you will think why dont use a GPS to track down the path.Nice one doofus,but the thickness of the rock in the pot hole prevent the signal from sending out.So how?I also dont know.But if some one want to commit suicide or want to find excitement,you can always find me and I will show you the right way :D(PS:If you scare of falling off from a tall place,imagined you are falling into this hole.Much more scary isnt it?)I think when I passed away,I wish that my ash will be scatter into this pot hole.Crazy right?keke :D
Well,there is a similar place like this known as Devil's Throat,but the details of it is relatively scarce.Well,how you enjoy another lesson of the wonder of the mother earth. :D

Next time,we will learn the mystery of the sea. :D

f@sc1n@t10n.....

2009-11-04T15:41:00.005+08:00

When I was a kid,I used to be fascinated with all kinds of insects,reptiles and all those stuff that normally people dont like.Even till this day,I still like those creatures very much.In fact,nothing had really caught my intention except for these few wonderful creatures.I know you will say it is disgusting but hey,you just cant criticize people's liking just because you dont like right?Ok,enough with the crap.Have you ever seen a house fly before?Of course you do!For those who never seen it,prepare your rocket and out from this Earth!(=.=)For me,like everyone else,really hate housefly because of its yucky suction sucker and its hairy body.But the fly I am going to say is this special fly,botfly.(ps:If you cant read it,then I suggest you stop it right here at once,I will not hold responsible should vomiting and loss of appetite occur.)

Botfly,like I said,is so much better looking than its cousin,the housefly.It looks like a bumble bee and much more bigger.Heres a pic of it.

As you can see,it so much better looking than its cousin right?Unlike housefly,botfly dont have a feeding tube.So I hypothesize that once this fly mates,it dies because it cant feed and its only purpose is to breed.Botfly is a kind of parasite which in this case,its the larvae which is the parasite.It normally infects rodents and mammals such as rabbit but if a human happened to be in the forest where it lives,human will also get infected as well.But thank god,this fly cant be found in Malaysia.This special fly can only be found at central America which is Mexico I think.The humid and dense tropical forest of Mexico provides an excellent place for botfly to breed.Botfly does not infect people like mosquito does.It some sort like a big bully for insect.Instead of directly hatched its egg on the host,it pick on an insect and let the weakling do the job.Mosquito normally is the victim.The eggs will take a free ride on the mosquito back and when the mosquito feeds on its victim,the warmness of the mammal and rodent will hatched the eggs,which tiny little maggots will spill out and dig a shit hole out of their host and STAY there,all for free.Heres a pic of the larvae.

The first picture ofthe larvae was taken right after it was plucked out from the human body.Notice the set of black fangs on the left hand side of the first pic and the front pic,ya,its their mouth part.See that black thing covered its body?Its actually a hook,designed to hook onto its victim so it will not get plucked easily.This is a pic of hole created by botflylarvae,known as warble.
Scary isnt it?Actually the larvae is divided into three stages,where at first stages,it is slim.At the second stage,its head is bigger than its body while in third stage,the larvae will looked like the picture I posted just now.This is the pic of a pupa of botfly.
When it infects people,this is the picture of it.The pic of the infected area and the surgical removal of the larvae.
Lucky for us,we human know how to remove it once we knew it is in our body right now,but for rodents,thing doesnt go so well because they CANT pluck it.Heres a pic of infected squirrel.
The above pic is the picture of the squirrel after the botfly larvae exited.There are some more pic for horse as well but for the sake of my reader,I wont do that. :D HUH,what did you say just now?I told you,read it at your own risk!

3x@m f1n@l3...........

2009-10-18T22:52:00.003+08:00

Yes,the long-awaiting thing is going to arrive in no time!That thing is final exam......Actually,I dont like to have it and I surely wont take it if I have a choice but exam is unavoidable right?Thats why I am trying to be optimistic thinking that I feel happy when final exam is around the corner.Guess that still havent work I think.(>.<)Haha,now the fact that I am studying right now turn out to be a huge suprise for everyone.Come on,no matter how playful I can get,I just cant afford to flunk my exam.Everybody looked at me like I had became an alien or what.Same thing also happened to me last PMR....Anyway,enough of the crap,I wish everyone study already or else they will be ready to flunk their exam in no time!

th3 g00d 0ld d@ys..........

2009-10-12T19:27:00.005+08:00

See the picture above?I know some of you will think that is a piece of old wooden board with some worn out words on it.Some of you will even think that this is a useless piece of shit!But to me,this thing is important,this thing lets me remember and be grateful to have this best friend which turn out to be a non Chinese fellow.Ya,his name is Naim.

The first year in secondary,I with Yik Soon were transfered from 1 Zam to 1 Ber.At that time,when I first saw him,I barely know or recognize him at all.Then fate lets me know him.When I was going to visit my new house,I saw a familiar face cycling at there,it was him.The next day,we started to talk to each other and eventually he became one of my best friend.

Soon afterward,we often hang out and I also keep going to his house to play.Lolx.Always hang at his house playing the us version of "Roda Impian".Damn him,he always so lucky that he managed to complete all without me knowing what it is.Yes I admit,I never win a single match playing with him at this game.We also used to play the tank game(forgot its name),and I always use cheat to play infinite ammo.Sometime,he get so fed up that he turn off the infinite ammo option,leaving me helpless to be massacred by him.Hey you cant say me noob because he play more than me remember?

He is also a computer freak.We often speak in some high tech language that even normal human cant understand us.Lolx.And the wooden board,well,it is a civic project done by me,him and two other friends.

But afterward,he went to Perak to attend boarding school.Since then,I seldom make contact with him.Sometimes,when during holiday,the time when he was allowed to come back to house,he always try his best to come and find me.But unfortunately,either is because he is too busy or I was not around at that time.But never mind,at least we try to contact each other right?

Before I end my post,I just want to say that I am grateful to have him as my friend.

The end.

th3 90/10 pr1nc1pl3.....

2009-09-26T16:43:00.006+08:00

What I am about to write is something useful that can be applied to your life.Read it,understand it and it will change your life(or at least,the way you react to situations)

What is this principle?
10% of life is made up of what happens to you.Another 90% of life is decided by how you react....

What does this mean?
We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us.

Ex.
We cant stop the car from breaking down.
The plane will be late arriving,which throws our whole schedule off.
A driver may cut us off in the traffic.

We have really NO control over this 10%

BUT the other 90% is different.
YOU determine the other 90%

How?.... By your reaction.

You cant control a red light.
However you can control your reaction.

Do not let people foll you.
YOU can control how you react.

Let us use an example.....

You are having breakfast with you family.
Your daughter knocks over a cup of coffee
Onto your business shirt.
You have no control over what has just happened.

What happens next
will be determined by how you react.

You curse.
You harshly scold your daughter for knocing the cup over.
She breaks down in tears.

After scolding her,you turn yo your wife
and you criticize her for placing the cup
too close to the edge of the table.
A short verbal battle follows.

You storm upstairs and change your shirt.
Back downstairs,you find your daughter has been too busy crying
to finish her breakfast and getting ready to go to school.
She misses the bus.

You spouse must leave immediately for work.
You rush to the car and drive your daughter to school.

Because you are late,
you drive 40 miles per hour
in a 30mph speed limit zone.

After a 15-minute delay and throwing
RM150 traffic fine away,you arrive at school.
Your daughter runs into the building without saying goodbye.

After arriving at the office 20 minute late,
You realize you forgot your briefcase.
You day has started terrible.As it continues,it seems to get worse and worse.
You look forward to coming home.

When you arrive home,you find a small wedge
in your relationship with you wife and daughter.Why?

Because of how you reacted in the morning.

Why did you have a bad day?

A)Did the coffee cause it?
B)Did your daughter cause it?
C)Did the policeman cause it?
D)Did you cause it?

The answer in "D"

You have no control over what happened with the coffee.

How you reacted in those 5 seconds
is what caused your bad day.Here is what could have and should have happened.

Coffee splashes over you.
Your daughter is about to cry.

You gently say:
"It's okay,honey,you just need to be
More careful next time."

Grabbing a towel,you go upstairs and change your shirt.
You grab your briefcase,and you come back down in time to look through
the window and see your child getting on the bus.
She turns and waves.You arrive 5 minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff.

Notice the difference?

Two different scnarios.
Both started the same.
Both ended different.

Why?

Because of how you reacted.

You really have no contorl over 10%
of what happens in your life.

The other 90% determined by your reaction.

How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic?

Do you lose your temper?
Pound on the sterring wheel?
Do you curse?Does your blood pressure skyrocket?
Who cares if you arrive 10 seconds later at work?
Why let the cars ruin your drive?

Remeber the 90/10 Principle
and dont worry about it.

You are told you lost your job.
Why lose sleep and get irritated?
It will work out.

Use you worrying energy and time
to find a a new job.

Millions of people are suffering
from undeserved stress,
trials,problems and headaches.

We all must understand and apply the 90/10 Principle.
It can change your life!

Absolutely everything we do,give,say,or even think,its like a Boomerang,
It will come back to us..If we want to recieve,we need to learn to give first...
Maybe we will end with our hands empty,
but our heart will be filled with love.....

And those who love life,have that feeling marked in their hearts.....
The End

st0p th@t!

2009-09-24T19:18:00.003+08:00

Fuck,I had enough with you.Day by day you keep ask me to study,holiday also have to study.Not like I am some stupid fellow who constantly need to study to improve himself.If school day,you tell me to study,I will.But holiday?Come on!Like my whole classmates,I am the one who are forced to study during holiday.I really had enough.Study is a taboo for me during holiday.Mention it and you will expect to receive scolding.Damn it.Dont keep saying that this is for my future.I know what I am doing and I dont need you to tell me what should I do.Jesus Christ,why all my clever friends also faced the same problem like me ?I had enough.Holiday is my day,you have no right to decide what I should do.Darn it!I am really sick of it.Keep telling me that if I dont get scholarship,then I will go to Form 6.So?My life is for me to handle.I know how to manage my life.Form 6 or whatever,I will go through by myself.My future,I shape it myself,not you!So can you please stop bugging me bout all this study thing.Its making me crazy!Argggggg!Tell you,I just dont study during holiday and now,quit telling me to study!

t1tl3l3ss..........

2009-09-22T00:01:00.003+08:00

As time passes by,our bond of friendship grows stronger and stronger.The fun we have is getting much more better.But at what price?Separation is the price we have to pay.Little do we know that in less than two years,all of us will go its own separate way.So at that time,do we still having fun like we used to be or we eventually become a total stranger towards each other?At that time,some of us will further our study at other country,while others work or study here.Sad to say,this is what will happen.And when this happened,we will contact each other less often and eventually we will not make any contact unless it is important.Only happy moments and pictures will accompany us during that moment.Yes,indeed it will be a sad moment.The more fun we had,the stronger the bond,the more sadness and tears will come in the end.Lets hope that this thing will not really happened to us because I believe my friends will not abandon me even if we are separated at other country or place.I hope...I hope so..........Treasure your friendship as it will be one of your most valuable asset in your life.Even if you make new friends,please dont forget you old friends as they been through everything with you more than your newly made friends.thats all.....

b1@s b1tch.......

2009-09-14T22:10:00.008+08:00

I promised to my this Malay friend that I will never ever raise sensitive issue again.Sorry bro,there is just some fellow who like to make thing worse.Yes,I am referring you to bitch,My dear bitchie headmistress!All these while,I have been holding back,dont want to say anything again but your action forced me to do so.What have you done?Dont give me the fucking innocent look!Still blur?Do you know the preparation of Tang Lung festival?Surprise?Ya you should be.People have been preparing this for nearly a month and was going to finish preparing and then suddenly you appeared from nowhere and said this festival cant be continued.And the reason you gave was grouping are not allowed during H1N1 outbreak.Ya right,like your Muslim gathering at the surau is not considered a group activity.What kind of fuck fucking sickening accuse is this?Cant you think any better than this?Even a small kid can makes a lie better than you.Cant you see how fucking bias you are?All this while,I thought only this kind of thing will happen in politics,thanks to you,I know all these things happened because it was started from some stupid fellow's bias act just like you.Everybody say Malaysia will prosper at year 2020,I doubt that.We try to live in peace with you all but there is just some people like you refused to.Is this our fault?If this kind of bias act already happened in school level,how about national level?With your this kind of fucking rotten attitude,dont expect Malaysia to be united even after 100 years!Have you ever heard this malay idiom?'Kerana nila setitik,rosak susu sebelanga.'Just because some fucking fellow like you,those innocent fellows were dragged down.Ya I know,after you read my post,you will say you will find my parents,blah blah blah because you are GUILTY right?Kanine,this kind of action done by a weakling like you doesnt prove to be effective la.Ban festival?So what,I dont need this festival to be held in my school in order to succeed.If you want to punish me,I just got 14 words for you,you are just a FUCK FUCKING LOOKING FUCKER WITH A FUCKING USELESS PUSSY AND BRAIN!!If you cant even differentiate between private matter and school matter,I suggest you retired and go back rear your pig!

People like you dont deserved my respect.Looking at your face make me puke.I rather spit on your than respect you.Pui!Before I end this,I have something to show you.Enjoy it.

NAH! o0o x1

NAH! o0o x2

NAH! o0o x3

If you want more,its my honour to do it for you.Cant understand what I am saying all these while?Oops sorry,I dont know that you cant read English.Maybe you can ask your fucking filial son to help you translate it.Worse come to worse,you come and find me to help you translate ba =.= Everybody,follow me,NAHo0o,NAHo0o,NAHo0o!and lastly KAPUI!
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And if somehow you managed to read and understand my blog,please dont go and find trouble with the teachers because they have nothing to do with it and you surely derserved it.Even if anger take over you and you decided to punish me,take a look of yourself in the mirror before you punish me and think why I scolded you.I scolded you because you are wrong,not because it is fun.Wrong is wrong .You cant change it even if you are the GOD.

g1rl p0w3r........

2009-09-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

**Disclaimer: There is some bad language in this post. Why? Because it's about FPSes. And for some reason, lots of people get butt hurt when they are shot. In a First Person SHOOTER. Go figure.**

I was playing a little COD4 the other day on Vacant when all a sudden some heated bitching about a noobtuber scrolls up on my screen:

"You fuckin' noobtubing pussy."

To those familiar with FPSes, pillow talk like that is pretty normal and actually, pretty tame faire, especially for the COD4 crowd. But for those of you who prefer MMOs and aren't familiar with FPS terminology, a noobtube is usually an over powered but easily accessible weapon that takes little to no skill to use (for example, a rocket launcher or grenade launcher with sexy splash damage that you kinda' sorta' mabbe' aim in a general direction and rack up kills with.)

I don't think much about it, since I've heard much better and much more original insults with that one, usually involving someone's mother, a donkey and some cheese.

"You can't aim so you gotta' fuckin' use the noobtube, you fuckin' noob?"

I check the score. The noobtuber's only rank 14/55. He probably hasn't been playing very long, and when you start, you pretty much got the noobtube and nothing else perk wise.

I continue playing, hear some more bitching and drop an Airstrike on B since lots of idiots like to hide there in them weeds. Score! Here comes my Chopper.

And then, something that catches my attention.

"You play like a fuckin' girl."

Whoa whoa whoa whoa.

I check the leader boards.

I'm second. Where are they? Ohhh, both somewhere on the bottom on a 32 man server.

And oddly enough, I get ticked. Ticked enough to speak out.

At the end of the game I type, "You just lost to a "shitty" girl, moron."

(I know I know, not the wittiest come back, but you don't have a lot of time to type between rounds!)

* * *

Some believe that women gamers simply don't exist, a myth like the mighty Chupacabra. But in truth, WE ARE OUT THERE--we're simply stealthy and elusive. Like a Ninja (or should I say Kunoichi), or better yet, the magnificent Jackalope.

You see, the majority of competent female players tend to keep quiet, going about our business whether it be topping the DPS charts, dropping air strikes on vital choke points or "melting your face" without ramming our gender down your throat. We are "gamers" just like anyone else as opposed to "ZOMGZ TEE HEE grrl gamers," and the few that you do encounter telling people to "LOL Stop shoting, I'm a girl," or "My DPS is low because I'm PMSing ^^" are the vocal minority that give us all a bad name.

We are confident in our skills and don't need to use gender as a crutch, we can get our own Epics, and we aren't just cannon fodder for your AK-74u.

So the next time you're online someone calls you a "girl" think about it.

Is it really THAT bad to play like a winner?

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A WARNING FROM ME,NEVER UNDERESTIMATE A GIRL GAMER! XD.YES,THE TOP POST WAS WRITTEN BY A GIRL.DAMN FUNNY XD

g3nt1ng +bbq..............

2009-08-31T15:11:00.012+08:00

Guys,please gather around and read what I am about to write right now.I have something to announce right now....I lose my virginity(ya you heard me) to a bunch of crazy girls and a gay during the very first day at Genting.Dont believe me?I will show you the evidence.Enjoy.

Raping scene.........

raped by Jie Ying,Chong,Yik Soon(Gay Betrayer) and Wei Chyi(Leader).....
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Lol,had a friend gathering yesterday at a field near the Tesco.Me,Yik Soon,Siew Fong,Jireh,Lup Cheong,Elaine,William,Stephanie,Jason,Wei Jian,Wee Seh,V Juan,Wei Xiang and another 3 more fellows whose names I dont know were invited to a bbq party which was organized by our HOST,Ming Hui.Enjoyed lots of fun and delicious food at there.The party started at 6pm and end at 12.30 midnight.Here are some pictures:

See wat see?Never see Leng Zhai B4 meh?

If you become satay seller ah,confirm fail de=.=

Whos the blackie fellow bside Ling Fong ah?

Jian:See my manly wet chest!
Fong:I don want la,I wan 2 see Juan de!

Jian:Don cry le.I promise I will be more man than him!
Fong:U say 1 de ah.

U got I dont have meh?_l_

Still can poss while grilling.Yeng!

Juan,She wan me de la,let her go!

That day was national day,but we celebrated for Michael Jackson=.=

After 12 midnight........

Tada!So sorry Ming Hui.I dont know it will stuck between your toes. =.=(secret)
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r@nd0m
Lol,that day me and my friend(dont wan tell his name) tried to call a prostitue.The fellow told us Japanese rm250,Tawanese rm230.He even told us to wait at the First World Hotel lobby if we are interested.Lolx.He also said that all of the girls are 19 years old.swt =.=.I am still keeping the number.....I also recalled an incident happened at Genting.Apparently,there was a guy asking me whether if I want girl or not?Maybe he saw me too Leng Zhai.I no money la boss.Free 1 can?hehe XD

g3nt1ng tr1p.......

2009-08-29T12:23:00.015+08:00

Finally have some time to update my blog properly.Genting trip was rocks!But even so,the spending was too much to handle.Nearly declare bankrupt at there.Lolx.So my friends,next time,if you want to organize a trip to Genting,please bring your own food or else you will regret!Btw,I have nothing else to say,so why dont you let my photos do the talking?Enjoy.

First Day at Genting...

Was playing Silent Hill arcade with Yik Soon.Damn scary and exciting.Never regretted playing this game.Cam whoring with him after game over..........

The machine's look.

Rock climbing.Everybody just managed to reach 75% only....

The first picture we took once we reached Genting.

Took picture with a ghost.Damn funny,every girls in my groups were scared by him.Btw,the haunted house was lame,nothing to scream also.

At Ripley's Believe it or not.....

Item used to kill vampires.....

Lol.Stupid poss.

Help,my head stucked in a giant clam's shell!

Damn perasan la she,keep take phtos with me.XD

Ouch,that was painful!

Haha,stuck at the exit.Lolx

Luckiest chair on earth?I dont think so.

Aiya,why you appear ah?

Dont know whats that mirror called.Haha.

Second day at Genting....

Cam whore Queens!

Took at G.Outdoor Theme Park

Final Day and some random stuff....

In the cable car.

Looks like Silent Hill's abandoned building.First World Hotel lai de.

Last minute still eating food........

You think you are cat meh?

Final sight of Genting Highland.Will miss it very much.

In the end,we made a move at 3pm and reached at 5pm plus..Conclusion,it was very fun and it will be a truly remarkable,extraodinary,awesome,wonderful,amazing,beautiful,unforgettable,precious moment.Thats all.XD

d1str1ct 9.......

2009-08-23T14:37:00.005+08:00

Woah,watched this movie with my family at JJ yesterday.The movie was awesome.Never watch a movie that really touches me or deeply affects me.Before I watch this movie,I thought G.I Joe is a better movie but after I watched it,I think both are tie for the best movie of the week award.Since I know some of you guys will going to watch it,so I will just briefly explain this movie's synopsis.This movie resolved somewhere in Africa and an alien ship was found at there and the story start from there.The reason this movie touches me is because the selfless action did by the mankind for the aliens.I think you should watch it cause this movie really worth more than the ticket money you pay to watch this movie.Watch it and tell me how you feel.

Now I am getting crazy.I think scaring myself is one of my hobbies right now.(=.=)Sooner or later I will die because I scare myself.Ya,you heard me,I am totally addicted to ghost stuff.Never miss a day to watch a video to scare myself.Genting trip is around the corner and there is rumour saying that Genting is haunted but I still watching ghost thing.I am really daring.......A quote from me,"The oldest kind of emotion is fear,the oldest fear of fear is fear of knowing nothing".....

Damn you Leong.No wonder you mysteriously disappear for a few days.Got Japanese amoi then dont want to bother us.Now I know that Japanese girl really wear mini skirt to school!Before that I thought only girl in anime or porn shows do that.AAAArgh,curse you Leong!Abandon us and having fun with the Japanese girl.You really makes me want to go to Japan even more! Nevermind,maybe you was destined to become a PMSMajk while I was destined to be a taekwando black belt member.Haiz,never mind.Haha,poor Wan Xiang,he was asked to go to JJ with Leong plus the Japanese girls,but he rejected cause he was sick at that time.Poor Wan Xiang....

This week featured ghost game,Ju-On....

th@nks...............

2009-08-15T14:38:00.005+08:00

After this Friday,I finally realized how important friends are in you life.They can be the one who guides you in your life or they can act as a listener which you pour out your feelings to them.Unlike parents,friends are better because they actually understand you what you are trying to do.Frankly speaking,I would rather tell my friends everything than tell my parents a single thing.Example:you get bad result in your exam and you feel sad bout it and yet you get scolding from your parents.Instead of scolding,maybe they should comfort us and teach us where we wrong.Thats why I always said that friends understand us better than our parents.Parents,they just know to scold us when we did something wrong but friends will advise us when we did something wrong.See the difference?This is what makes me closer to my friends than parents.Somehow,I felt that Vincci's condition is almost as same as mine(just guess).By the way,I would like to thank to my friends,Jie Ying,for fanning me when I sick.Wei Qian,for giving me medicine even though she still need it.Vincci,for giving me milk even though she want it badly.Melanie,for caring bout me and giving me milk.Lish,for understanding my situation and dont force me to do duty.(Lish,I swear I would not disappoint you.)Yik Soon,for caring bout my condition.Baobei,for caring bout me too.And I would like to thank this person the most,Man Kit for spending his money to buy ice and also going down to canteen all the way from forth floor just to buy some food for me.I was really touched by what you guys did.

Today just had an argument with my parents.Damn piss off with them.Just because I sick,they scolded me like nobody business.Some more say if I need to be admitted to hospital,they would not care bout it and ask me to go hospital by myself.Scold me till even funeral and die these two words also came out.If I were to die,I would even much more happy cause I finally can get out from this rotten place.Thats why,I would rather die than stay with you all.For what I need to torture myself?Staying with you all makes my life shorter.(All parents are different.Dont argue with me if you think I am wrong.Everybody have different opinion.If you criticise me,you are not any much better than a retarded jerk.Tell me nicely then I will respect you,scold me then expect a kick to your ass!)

T@g.......

2009-08-09T14:08:00.004+08:00

Lolx,Wan Xiang taged me since a few months ago,now I only decide to do it.XD

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
-- Neck?Penis?Nipple?I can go on but for the sake of my readers,I wont.XD

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
-- Lazy...Still thinking bout the fucking fatal frame 3......School was not in my mind.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo WITH?
-- Wei Xiang?Dont know,forgot ad.

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
-- No.Why should I?There is no one that will say bad things bout own self.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
-- I will if I can but under one condition,your blood-donating equipment must be clean and free of HIV.Dont because I help people and I am the one who need people's help. =.=

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
-- Should you ask this question?Of course la!

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
-- Nobody.For what you want someone dead?I rather watch them tortured by me than letting them die.Wakaka

8. What does your last text message SAY?
-- You love me mah?hehe?~secret~

9. What are you thinking about right now?
-- Fatal Frame 3.Thinking on how to play the game without getting scared.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
-- no need ad.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
-- 3 a.m.....Why so late AH?I was masturbating........jk jk XD

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
-- Lol,I hardly wear any shirt in my house so no comment.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
--Ya!Rei,the fatal frame 3 character.

14 Who was the last person who texted you?
-- ~secret~

Tag 10 person?
No need lar,you want you go and tag. =.=`

r@nd0m........

2009-08-03T17:47:00.014+08:00

R@ND0M
Have you ever had a strange feeling that you are going to faint and scare when you walked or ventured into a place which you are unfamiliar with it?You can say me crazy,but I really like that kind of feeling which make me scare and excites me.Now I am looking for a term that describes this kind of feeling.Any1 can help me?

R@ND0M
If this world dont need any money to do something and you ask me what is my dream job,I will surely answer that I want to be a ghost hunter or adventurer.Adventurer sounds normal but I think you will laugh at my first option.Lol XD(I never choose these jobs cause they dont give me salary or the job description is too funny)

R@ND0M
Been crazy about horror and ghost games lately.Maybe because of the Chinese Ghost Month?You should see a guy playing ghost game in youtube,it is so hilarious.Now my current list of ghost games that MUST be play are

RESIDENT EVIL 4(currently playing)
SIREN2
FATAL FRAME3
KU-ON
Silent Hill 4

RE4 is normal for me,its not scary unless you run out of ammo and have to rely on you tiny pesky little pocket knife to kill a bunch of crazy gay zombies.(@.@)Siren 2,oh gosh,this game really scares the hell out of me.The zombies cant be kill which mean no matter how you stick your godly weapon into their ass,they will rised back to fuck you off.KU-ON,scary as well because of the fucking hard-to-kill ghosts,it takes at least 7 hit to kill a minor ghost.Major one?Dont ask me.Silen Hill 4 is ok except sometimes of its fucking scary ghosts appearing scene.FF3,worse than SIREN2 because you have to control a girl character.The girl cant run fast and it is only matter of time before the ghosts kill you off. And the ghosts,they are beautifully made in detail,which mean when you looked at them,you are looking on real fake ghost.Fucking god sake!

R@ND0M
After I keep watching the SIREN 3 game,for some time,I thought there is a village which is really cursed.This village is called Hanyuda Village.When I grow up,I think the first thing that I will do if I were in Japan is to find this village.you can look for the details in here at http://www.shibito.com/e/top_hp.html.Btw,there is a real blog for a character in SIREN3 whose name is Howard Wright.The time of his disappearance is full of mysteries.You can check his blog at my blog list which is located at the left sidebar.

Some of the videos of the guy that I mentioned just now.

First............

Second...........

Hanyuda Village Footage.......

PS:please turn off the music video to enjoy the fellow screan! XD
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Why adults always like to blame other people even though they are the one who made mistakes?Dont give me an answer that say because they are adults,I box you only know ah.

d1sgust1ng.........

2009-07-28T21:22:00.005+08:00

Disgusting and gross.These are the two words which most suitable to describe you.Dirty till even people from the health department have to come to our school to inspect our canteen's cleanliness.Know who I am talking about?Ya,thats you,fat canteen lady.For these two years,you have been acting like you are the boss of the canteen.Fucker,you are just a fellow who rent our school canteen to sell food.Always complain to teachers telling them that we are very rude and impolite,how about you?Do you think that your attitude good?Your rotten attitude is not any fucking better than criminal.Shall I spill out what you did in the past?I know you treat the PK students badly,and dont think that nobody knows it,cause I know.Let me tell you,that day when a PK student want to have a piece of plastic bag from you,do you know what have you done?You scolded and cursed the fellow and later you threw the plastic bag at him,just because he is a PK student.PK students have feelings you know?Why dont you use your rusted common sense to think?Have you ever study moral?Bidang lima of the moral textbook?Oops,I am so sorry,cause I forgot that you are a fucking retarded brain dead bitch,which mean you will never understand what I am trying to say.Good thing for you though,cause a person who dont know anything is thought to be blessed.Now I know why people break their spoons after eating.Cause I dont know which one of you is the bastard who take used spoon from the rubbish bins and washed it again to let students use.With this kind of sick idea,I am not surprise to know that you will come out with another sick idea,just to save some of your pathetic little money.Compared to the previous owner,you are a one sick fucking,retarded,brainless,mindless,idiot selfish fellow who spawn from the depth of the hell.You even complain to the headmaster about the Koperasi just because their stole your business and their business is better than you?I am sorry,They dont steal your business,you are the one who let go of it.Because of your dirty food,then we opt to buy the food from Koperasi,so all this while,you are the one who made this happen.Btw,the thing that the sell is so much cheaper than yours.You said they stole your business,have you ever study business?Business is always like this,damn lousy la you.Complain to people,that is truly a lame tactic.One piece of burger cost 70 sens and you sell half piece of it for 50 sens.Damn lots of money you earn right?Just like people say,like father,like son.Your mother and you are no much different than each other.Spawns from hell is indeed spawns from hell.The only different between you two is the age,one old,one mid year.LOL.You want us to respect you than first you have to respect us and earn our respect.You should pray to the GOD for canteen is just going to close down for one week.If forever,that will be awesome.Your maids are dirty as well.Scratching head without using glove while cutting fruit,that was so disgusting.And after scratching head,pick the fruit up with your bare hands and eat it and resume cutting the fruit,your saliva is all over the food,damn disgusting la you all.NO wonder with your 'amazing' body and fucking rotten attitude,you cant get marry.Well,serve you right.If anyone know about this,no doubt you will be humiliated and that is just what I am intend to do.Enjoy while you can,SUCKER!
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Off topic...

Today I learnt a lew idiom from WINZHI which is MENANAM TEBU BIARLAH DARI REBUNGNYA.REALLY

Rolling
On
Floor
Laugh
My
Ass
Off!!!!
HAHA.XD

s0rry.......

2009-07-22T22:22:00.006+08:00

This is the first time I had seen a teacher this sad,this disappointed.This is the first time I felt guilty for a teacher even though I am not the one that did it.I can feel his anger,his sadness,his disappointment.This is the first time I felt hurt what teacher told us.I regretted what my friends did to you and I truly understand how you feel.Teacher,you dont SUCK,we are the one do.I feel so remorse and ashamed for my friends did...I know I am a coward,but pride stop me from doing that.Even though I am unable to speak it in front of you,I just want to say that I am truly SORRY.THIS IS MY PROMISE,MY PROMISE TOWARDS YOU,A PROMISE WHICH I WILL HONOUR AND FULFILL.I PROMISE I WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN AGAIN.I just want you to know that not all students are bad,some are good.By the way,thank you for your your words which had awaken me....Thank you,Mr Nik,my Chemistry teacher.....

1rr3pl@c3@bl3

2009-07-05T20:42:00.003+08:00

It is more than a week since MJ passed away,but it felt like it just happened yesterday...MJ was the first singer I know,the first singer I like,the first singer I admire,the first singer I cried for.Now,there is none any singer that can replaced him.If you said that Lee Hom and Jay Chou can replaced him,you are so wrong.I will tell you why.Yes I admit,I must give a credit to Lee Hom for his talent of singing and also his talent to able to play multiple instruments but that is not special.Why?Because everyone can.Let say if Jireh start training right now,he can play as wonderful as Lee Hom.Right now he can play violin and piano but if he practises harder,he can easily match Lee Hom's standard.Jay Chou?He is really damn good in piano but Maxim is better.MJ?Dont give a bullshit about somebody who can do his famous moonwalk and forty five degree slant standing move.Even if Lee Hom and Jay Chou can sing well,well that still not that special style.Their style of singing is common and nothing else.Have you seen other people like MJ have his own unique way of singing?Maybe there is but rare..So conclusion,he is irreplaceable.Even though you deny it,most of the other people will think the same...I not trying to flame or what,I just want people to understand that if something is lost,it just simply cant be replaced by another stuff and not all the stuff that replaced it worth the same as much as the lost stuff do..Thats all.

my assassin set,yeng le?=.=`

...

2009-06-29T11:22:00.001+08:00

Tr@nsf0rm3rs

2009-06-28T18:52:00.002+08:00

LOL.Yesterday just went out with Wei Xiang and my parents to JJ to watch Transformers 2.Before we reach there,something told me that today will sure have a jam.....And I was right.Zzzz..=.= Waited at there just for a parking like a dumb ass doing nothing.Ok...This post gonna contained lots of spoiler.So if you want to watch it,why dont you stop reading my post by punching yourself until you are unconscious....I tell you all,for those who dont like to watch Transformers,I can guarantee that you have a really bad taste in watching movie.....So the movie starts like this....!@#$%^&*() and in the end Megatron ran away like a coward.A lot of spoiler right?Told you all to stop reading lor...However there is one moment where like everyone heart has stop beating because of a scene..I dont want to tell you la,let you all suspense a little bit.XD Sorry to make you all to spend a little money to watch the particular scene that I told you just now.Till now,Bye!

In conjunction of MJ's dead,I will tell you all why he is irreplaceable in my next post titled the 'irreplaceable'.

Michael Jackson....

2009-06-26T23:37:00.005+08:00

Today we lost a great star.

We lost a great man.

We lost a wonderful singer.

We lost an amazing dancer.

We lost a priceless treasure.

Some mourned for his loss,

Some talked bout his loss,

Some were silenced by his loss,

Other cried for his loss.

Some were happy bout his loss,

Some were angry at his loss,

Some were sad by his loss.

Today,we loss a great guy,a great guy which no one could ever take his place.He was and will still always be the King of Pop,the one and only Michael Jackson.Everybody was shocked,that includes me.He shocked everyone,from old ones to young ones,and also shocked those peoples who tried to learn his dance,but in vain.He was just 51 years old.After all these years of suffering,he finally managed to settle down quietly and not be bothered by what is happening right now.Since he was a kid,he had already managed to capture our heart and soul and without his music,the current music industry will be totally different.Even though his music brought a lot of joy to us,behind all those musics,he was suffering and was forced to face it alone.I dont even understand why they have to did something awful to him.But through his dead,I get to understand how did he felt all these years.Even though he passed away,his Rock and Roll spirit will always live on,live with the will of fire in each of our hearts.May you rest in peace,Michael Jackson.Thank you for lavishing my life with your marvelous dance and amazing voice.You will be always remembered and not forgotten.

In this world,I will only cry for this two person who dont have any blood relation with me,one is MJ another one is Linkin Park.

1d10ts.....

2009-06-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

Hold on guys,the next post I am going to write will be full of dirty and censored words.So don't say I dint give you warning.Now sit down and enjoy the show.There is one particular prefect,this fucking Indian prefect(I am sorry Lish)who like to think he is a fucking boss.Since on the 1st day of camp,even though I am the leader for my group,this fucking looking idiot prefect always try to walk in front of me,pretending he is the leader.Never mind,I still can take it because I am not that kind of person who really care bout it and I try to ignore him.Its OK,I am still cool.But during the activities which require teamwork,this fucking fellow dint even has the initiative to help us and he can even stared at my eyes doing nothing while we are doing our work.So when I ordered him to do work,you know what did he said?"U angkat la."What the fuck is this brainless fucker trying to do ah?If it wasn't there is facilitators at there,I will surely give him a nice turning kick right to his fucking looking face!So when he rejected,I scolded at him like nobody business and he eventually decided to help us,unwillingly.I said "Serve you right."During the time when the leaders have to give a speech,I purposely talked about him and when I looked at him,he quickly shook his head down because he knew he was the one I was speaking about at that time.Kanine,become prefect very great ah?Just because it is your first year as a prefect den very great ah?If you think you are the boss den I become the god la your mother!I m ur senior and did I show that kind of attitude?NO!Always talking to girls means u are very handome ah?U know wat?U r worse than a rotten corpse.Why dont you use your mirror to look at yourself?Body oso out of shape somemore wan show off.Siam la pukitma!U r nothing but a fuck fucking looking fucker with a useless fucking brain trying to do meaningless fucking thing!U think this year they wont come and find u ah?Nvm,next year,when u join our prefect board,den u will truly realized what is hell.So enjoy it while u can.And btw,did u use sewage water to bath?Your body stink but worse than a rotten corpse!R.I.P AMEN!

f@ilur3

2009-06-16T20:32:00.005+08:00

I felt that I become restless....

I felt that I become senseless....

I felt that I become worthless....

I felt that I become defenceless....

I felt that I become useless....

I felt numbness....

Why this is happening to me?

I cant hold on to it any longer....

It sounds too much to take it.....

Failure is slowly seeking into me....

Within my body,my soul are slowly breaking into pieces...

Good dreams have slowly drifted away from me....

For every seconds passed by,my soul is slowly pulled into the depth of abyss,plunged into the eternal darkness....

I can feel that my soul is suffering and in agonizing pain....

My soul tried to scream for help....

But my effort is futile....

I slowly to lose grip on myself....

I become a failure........

I am addicted to computer...Zzzzzz

Freak-Noob aka Wan Xiang,happy noobish bday!XD

fun d@y.....

2009-06-14T19:29:00.002+08:00

After two weeks of gaming and activities,finally I managed to find some time to write what happened today.As usual,my family and I will sure go to JJ to buy some groceries.I thought this will be like the other day,same boring routine.But today,I really glad that I went to JJ!Why?Cause I get to play Nitendo Wii with my brother on one of the booth which are promoting the Nestle yogurt.Even though I lose to my bro,but who cares?Get to play Wii and accompany by a pretty promoter at there,lose dont seems so important to me.Conclusion,today is my lucky and happy day.FTW,Sean!XD

Addicted to DRAGONICA.Totally....

gu@ t3mpUrUng tr1p......

2009-06-03T13:13:00.019+08:00

Whoa,finally have the time to sit down properly and write what happened in these few days.For the first three days,I went for prefect camp and later i went for Tempurung Cave trip for two day.I just managed to sleep for a few hours during these few days and the result is I have panda eyes.Even though it was tiring but I am glad that I went for the trip because all my best buddies were there.We had a lot of fun at there and it was an unforgettable moment.I think Tempurung Cave is a nice place to explore especially for those who like adventure.Just like people said,do not judge a book by its cover.That is so true.Before I ventured into the cave,I thought it was just some normal trip but I went in,the inner beauty of the cave just simply cant be explained by words alone only.My eyes was like glued to the beautiful scenery,unable to take them off.I just wonder,is there any place that is just as magnificent as this place?It was so beautiful.....Luckily Vincci dint go,if not all of us will be stuck at there going nowhere.(think yourself hehe)Later on the second day of the trip,we went to Sungai Klah which is famous for its hot spring.We have a lot of fun at there but unfortunately I dint manage to snap some photos.Luckily Melanie did took some photos.So you can refer them from her blog(http://justthegirliam.blogspot.com)By the way,dont look at her perasan pictures,its boringXD.Thats all for today cause i wanna go and sleep...ZzZz

PICS..... Ming Hui trying to show off his butt...Yeng meh?hehe Crazy me and my buddies V-juan,no leng lui la....B-BOYS poss Aiya,no nid to shine torchlight la,bright liao lor 0.o Pn Ngai and Pn Lee

Two new specimens found in the cave,Kaili and Wei Chai specimentus V-juan soloPn Ngai and Pn Ong Frankly speaking,we really perasan le =.=The two new species and Pn Ngai's family...Pn Ngai's family and the two siao kia...Look at Jason's face....Beauty and the Beast,Beauty I think her name is Shirley.Beast no doubt is Melanie.B-BOYS Group See that whole group of peoples....Relaxing Jason's face tio censored...See both of us,yeng le?Model poss.....Prepare to go back....Bully girl using Wong and Lee's family style You hit us so many times,Its payback time!Ninjas,have to use book to cover up....Final poss Supa Poss!

N3w bl0g13.....

2009-05-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

Well,since I have nothing else to do,I decided to make a new blog name One Pic,Thousand Words.This blog is dedicated for wallpapers and pictures only.Want to know more bout it?Click the link on my right hand side of my blog.XD

Grrrrrr......

2009-05-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT lost?WTF?He deserve it more than Kris do......

How do you feel when your younger brother has the same annoying ability like you have and use it against you?Waseh,I tell you,the consequence is unimaginable and terrible....

r3gr3tfUl m0m3nts....

2009-05-17T15:52:00.002+08:00

Have anyone of you all did something wrong or awful things that make you regret for your whole life?I am sure everyone did that also includes me.However,what I did that made me regret is not a bad thing,it is just a thing that make me regret.This incident happened when I was in form 1 or 2.On that particular day,I with my family are going to Petaling street.Yeap,we are going there to find some delicious food to eat cause me and family are like food hunter,constantly hunt for food to eat.So we went and roamed at Petaling Street for at least 2 to 3 hours before we decided to go back home.So when I was walking back to the car park,I saw this beggar.An old lady.Her white hair was messy and her face was smudged with dirt,which indicate that she never bath for a long time or has been abandoned by her useless children(if she has one).Later on,I saw this old lady kept asking passerby to spare her some money so she can buy meal to eat.Unfortunately,many ignored her and some even gave her a disgusted look.However,there are some people who are kind enough to give her some sens.Whenever someone gave her money,she would bow and use her frail voice to say "Thank you.Kind Sir."She treat every sens that she earned like precious baby,maybe because she only receive few sens.So I decided to look into my pocket to look for small change so I can donate to her.But that time,I just had only a piece of 10 ringgit note.So when I kept searching through my pocket,without realized I already had passed by the old lady.So when I turned back to looked at her,she was looking at me,hoping that I would donate her some money cause she saw me searching for some money in my pocket.Is not like I dont want to donate but that day,I just dont know what I think.Reluctantly,I just decided to go on and I can imagined how dissapointed she was.At first I want to donate and later I dont want,what am I thinking?That was so foolish of me.With one less person to donate her money,mayb she will has less one day to survive.When I went back and thing about it,I regretted my action and decided to donate her money the next time I go to Petaling Street.So the next time when I go to the Petaling street,I was searching for her,hoping that she will turn up at the same spot.However,she did not turned up.I was dissapointed,utterly dissapointed.Maybe if that day I donate her money,maybe she will still alive.She will have a nice meal to warm herself up or perhaps able to buy a blanket so she can go through the cold night.I was so dissapointed for what I did.Until now,I will help to donate money to those who are in need,but still it wont help me ease the dissapointment for what I did that day.Thinking bout this makes me feel wanna shed my tears out.I decided to write this post when I read a similar article about this.I wrote this post so you all can learn something from this incident that I have been through.So my friends,if you have the chance to help out,please do so because next time you maybe wont have the chance to do so.Help them out so they can lead a better life.

Silly child,
frail and weak.
Play our game,
hear us speak.
Silly child,
sticks and stones.
Play our game,
or we break your bones.

What you want,
What you crave,
What you seek,
Is someone's grave...

w@r...

2009-05-11T22:22:00.004+08:00

Does this word sound familiar to you?I bet you do.Everyday,whenever we flip the newspaper,we will tend to find a section which contain all about war articles.Is war becoming a trend nowadays?As a student,we do study history right?And from history,what can we learn?From form 1 till form 4,all I learn is war and war and again WAR.I just know one thing,from the beginning where humans are getting more and more sophisticated,war just seem like a must for them.Like during the old days of China,all of the neighbouring countries are fighting for lands.Why?Same goes to Napoleon,who is the first one to iniate the French revolution.And also the 9/11 incident which later America wage war against Iraq.And again,why?Nobody knows.But for me,maybe I know why human wage war against each other.Last time,human wage war because they thirst and lust for power or they just want to show how mighty they are.Maybe this is how the phrase ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORD come.Is it a necessary for human to wage war and kill each other?Why cant we just live peacefully without disturbing other peoples' life?Does too much of power contribute to war?Saddam Hussein is.Why is it so hard for human to know that it is time for them to stop killing each other?And the latest is about the Palestin war and our government urge us to help them by participating the campaign and donate money.I am so sorry,I wont even donate a single sen.Why must I donate and support them when these damn fools don't even learn anything from their previous lesson.Must their country suffer a downfall then they only know what they did all these times were wrong?I don't know.But in modern time,does the word WAR still have the same meaning?I don't think so.America wage war against Iraq not because America wanted to,is because Iraq force them to.In order to prevent another bloodshed war from happening,America must wage war to stop them and I totally agree what America did.To gain a thing,sacrifice must be made.

In the end,
To achieve peace,war must be waged.
To stop the war,peace must be achieved.

Sad isn't it?Even though its cruel,this is life and we cant do or change anything.We decide and GOD make the choice.Just like the Resident Evil game character H.U.N.K said

“

This is war, survival is your responsibility.

”

t1m3s.......

2009-05-05T17:26:00.002+08:00

Just read this.....

To realize the value of one YEAR,
ask a student who sit in removed class.
To realize the value of one MONTH,
ask a woman who had just given birth to her child prematurely.
To realize the value of one DAY,
ask a construction worker who have to feed his ten young children.
To realize the value of one HOUR,
ask a person who is waiting for his/her lover.
To realize the value of one MINUTE,
ask a employee who had just missed his/her train.
To realize the value of one SECOND,
ask a person who had just survived in a fatal accident.
To realize the value of one MILLISECOND,
ask a sprinter who won a silver medal in an Olympic Game.

Guys,appreciate every time we have cause time is precious.Once it is wasted,it cant be regain back.Therefore,use your time wisely and you will have a meaningful life.:)

p3rf3ct str@t3gy...

2009-04-24T15:41:00.003+08:00

Ever wonder why some Chinese in Malaysia when they rich,they will be very rich,but when they poor,they are very poor.Cant figure out the reason behind all this thing right?Never mind,I will tell you why.You see, unlike other race,we Chinese,cant enjoy the benefit that some other races have..And I dont want to mention.We Chinese,are very hardworking indeed and I am not boasting bout this cause I know I am speaking the truth.During my parents' school days,when they had SPM,even though they have better result compared to this human race but sadly they dont have the chance to go to the oversea,instead their chance have been taken by these people from this race who cant even speak English well...Some of them have been sent to England while one of them have been sent to Japan to further her study.In the end,that time cause my parents have no choice,they had to study form 6 and they struggle like hell.And that time,the whole form 6 is fully occupied by Chinese and none of the people from this race can be seen.I bet if you ask your parents,they will surely tell the same thing.After 40 years,this thing still going on even though the government has improved a little bit.This race indeed have a very easy life,once they got a chance to go to the boarding school,the future is in front of them and they dont even need to spend a single sen.Now,scholarship have been given to those who are qualified to ease their burden so they can further study in elsewhere.Out of these peoples who received scholarships,90% are from this particular race,while 10% are for us.Thats mean all of us will be fighting for the scholarship.Those who cant get but have the financial,its ok.But those who cant get scholarship and dont have the money,BINGO,the only choice they have is to go to form 6.And the thing doesnt end here.When you go for form 6,you will surely know that you will sit for STPM right?So when a lot of clever Chinese students get their results,all of them will have to "kill"each other to get a place in university cause the places in university is limited.So those who cant get will have to work or do something else..Perfect strategy right?So to those who dont agree,face me and tell me why.And from there I will tell you why YOU ARE SO WRONG!

We chinese oso helped and contribute for the country u know,so dont think u r the onli one who helped contribute the nation.

purp0s3......

2009-04-19T18:06:00.007+08:00

Everything what you have done in this world have their purposes...You go to the toilet because you want to pee,shit or look at your ugly face.You go to the canteen to eat and no matter what you do,it sure have a purpose....So far,everything I did in this life has their purposes....Until this thing,which I have been doing for the past ten years,and I realized,that this thing that I have been doing have no purpose at all...Guess what is it?It is STUDY....I know I know,that study is important in our life..And I can say that most Chinese study because they want to be a successful person in their life and get out from the shit hole from where they belong...But sadly,even though I have that kind of thinking but,it is not my main reason....I felt that I study because my parents want me to,not because I wanted...I know if they somehow,managed to find and read my blog,I will be in a whole lots of troubles...But this is who I am and the fact is,you cant really change the way I am or the way I want to be....I been playing a fool all this while until last year,when I was in Form 3,I started to think what my purpose and desire....I dont know anything bout my desire or things that I wanted to achieve.....

Ya,maybe become a doctor is not a bad choice and can earn a lot of money,but that is not what I want in my life..Even with lots of money,that still wont satisfied me.....I dont know whats my purpose in this world and I dont know whats my purpose for this world...I dont feel anything..I dont feel there is something important to achieve in my life...CONCLUSION,my life is empty and nothing...I never feel that I should be part of this world..never...for me,my life is literally boring...I always advise people on how to solve their problem because their problem has solution but here I am,solving a problem which I dont even know what is the solution.... I know this is a huge problem for me but I just dont feel that this is a huge problem because I am not dying to know what is my purpose in this life.....For man,Sex is their main purpose,but my unknown purpose overrides every purpose in my life....I know all of you all will ask me to go for counselling,but I dont know what to tell them and I wont ask a counsellor to consult and solve my problem because I am such a stubborn person...In the end,I am a person with lots of little purposes but lack of 1 important purpose....If I managed to get a scholarship,frankly speaking,I wont be happy....Playing game will make me happy,but that is just temporary...what I am looking for is something that can make my life happy....I dont know what,I just know that I have a big problem to need to be solve immediately....Hope all of you all can help me.....

Noob+Purpose still spells success
because if you have purpose,you will work hard for it and eventually succeeded because you u can...
Clever+NO purpose spells failure
no need to explain.Guess all of you all know I am trying to say.....

maybe after I managed to go to oversea,I VOW I wont come back to my filthy place...maybe I will,for the sake of my favourite BAT KUT TEH =.='

w@tchm@n.....

2009-03-12T12:12:00.003+08:00

i not going to write about the post that i wan to write..cause it is just too long..plus lazy to write nia..so don bother..will update if i got the mood and time to do....watchmen this movie ah....onli suitable for hamsap lous to watch onli XD..i can bet that the sex scenes is more than the fighting scenes..oh gosh...the characters in this movie will not stop doing sex even though the apocalypse is at that day...but overall the movie is ok lah..but there are some moments which i cant forget like:'licking ur finger like licking battery..'i cant stop laughing at that moment...and there is one character in this movie i like the most which is Dr Manhattan..the blue baldy guy who don scare get naked..oh yeah love him so much..hope i will get accident in a nuclear reactor and turn into superhuman which has awesome power...but i know this wont happen la..just dream onli...this is the onli movie that i managed not to blink my eyes for continuous 3 hours..i never even touch my popcorn and without realizing that my bro had already ate finished..damn... but thats cool man ^^..for u all who wan to watch dirty movie but cant managed to find 1,this is the movie for u..thats all for today..don say me hamsap..this is all boys hobbies except for those ah gua =.=

stpm..stpm...stpm...the world 2ND toughest exam after Japan...do u know what this mean?

unpr3d1ct@bl3

2009-03-03T19:19:00.003+08:00

In our life,life can be unpredictable.....
You will never know how it happen....
You will never know when it happen....
You will never know why it happen.....

Who knows the first game is created by one of the NASA fellow...

Who knows the insane and not logic Albert Einstein is the world greatest physicist which we will have to learn his formula like E=mcc?(damn, cant he just be a little bit stupid?)

Who knows that the Microsoft company which is built by Bill Gates,the person who fail in his test and never graduate and he graduate ONLY 20 years later....

Who knows that the first living thing sent to the outer space was none other but an ordinary dog?And I stated here clearly,a DOG not a HUMAN!!!!

Does everyone know that the banana is actually a kind of flower,not a fruit?

Life is unpredictable and full of surprises...and something that happened in school surprised me....I was like WTF?But as I think over and over again,it starting to get funny and I couldn't hold myself any longer and BOOM,LMAO XD...V juan is rite..our life is still long and we must be optimistic.....I am looking forward what will happened in the future wakaka XD....and to those who don't know what is happening,only me and Chong know bout it....will tell Alvina and Melanie bout this incident later....

indeed they are having an easy life but not us...I will write this topic as my next post...(changed into Serious Shienrun XD)

n3v3r 2 b3 b0th3r by 1t @g@1n.....

2009-03-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

i will never bothered by it again..i swear...never ever again....what done is done....what past is past...now i step outside in this reality,knowing actually what is happening around me for the first time....i felt all my senses are coming back to me...never to be blinded by the sadness surrounded me all this time...i am free...free to do anything...never to be bothered by past again....instead i am curious of what my future would look like...its time to let go and step forward..mayb i lost something,but look on the bright side,i am no longer burdened by something...here i am again..the old cheerful,happy go lucky,playful,naughty Shienrun..so some peaceful moment has been given to you all...and i wan to take it back..those out there who know who i am talking about..enjoy the sweet moment while you can..WAKAKA XD

Man,I am going to ASEAN scholarship interview next month..but i prefer PETRONAS scholarship....i will see which is the best....

the m0m3nt .....

2009-02-17T19:07:00.004+08:00

The moment I saw you,I knew that you are the one for me.....but things don't turned up the way I expected...

After that incident,you and I are just like stranger even though we are in the same class and did know each other....

When you say you want to break up,my mind is full of thoughts...is it my fault or I did something wrong?I kept wondering what is the reason ...even though I am willing to let you go,but my heart just wont let you go,but eventually I decided to let you go.....

But the moment your tear fell from your little eyes,from your tears,I know what you are trying to say...Sigh,I cant write anymore,but I have to write.....

You say you want to break up because you don't get used to everything happened since this relationship started...tell me,does every relationship that has just started will expect to have a smooth start like other relationships who have gone through hardship and obstacle for a long time?But I wont blame you cause I know you are not prepared yet and I know you need some time and space for your own self and also to think...

Even though we are just friends now,but I think that we looked more like strangers than friends...even though we meet each other everyday,but I am feeling like either one of us is transparent or not exist...I really miss the moment before we get started like when we chat and play together...even though we are friends now,but we are not the friends that last time used to be...In terms,we are friends,BUT in reality,we are strangers....

If I knew that this would happen,I would wished that I never met you at the first place..If I knew this would happen,I would just follow my parent's advice and go to boarding school....If I knew that this would happen,I wished I never fall for you and be together with you...If I knew this would happen,I wished I was transferred to 4 Berlian...because....

In the end,I am the one who heart broken the most...
In the end,I am the one who suffered the most...
In the end,I am the one who get the most and worst impact...
In the end,I am alone to bear all these pains...

BUT in the end,no matter what,I still love you.....

I feel like I wanna die right now,but I cant..just cant...because I have lost the mood to die or to live...My life is just like a sail in the middle of the sea without paddle,I will just follow anywhere wherever the wind and current bring me to...My life is just like a human without purpose,lost all his will to live on...like a living zombie...

I wished we can start all over again..accept me back...or at least be the friends that we last time used to be.....but I think this thing will never happen.not even in dream...

But I want you to know that I love you,and I still love you right now....

With a tear that roll out from my eyes for the first time in these few years and dropped onto my palm,I end this post,unable to write furthermore......

my fren...this is my feeling and my emotions..i hope u will respect my feeling and try no to do something that will hurt me furthermore,tq....

d3@th

2009-02-16T20:00:00.003+08:00

death...i am sure that everyone is familliar wit this word....what does this word meant to u?Some say death is when people passed away or their body is not alive..some say death is just peoples who r about leaving the world,going to other dimension...But for me,death meant more than this...Since I was a small kid,I have seen many death which oso involve my family....Ya..I still remember that moment which is year 1999,when my grandpa passed away peacefully in his sleep..since i am just a small kid and not knowing what happen to my grandpa... so when my grandpa is about to be buried somewhere is Melaka...I asked my gugu(my father's youngest sister)"Gong gong zai na ni le?"(means where is my grandpa)..she just answer that he wont be around here to accompany us anymore....As I grow older,I learn to accept that sooner or later,people will die because of old or sickness...like last week,my uncle's wife passed away due to heart attack...I am not sad but i did mourn for her and death,It is just something that u cant control cause the decision is all in God's hand....(remind me of holy knight chen's ulti,hand of god =.=)Tell me,no matter how healthy u r,no matter how many supplement u have taken...It will just mostly expand ur life for a few years,mayb decades...I know all of u will started to scold me and say have a few more extra years to live on not good ah?But the problem is not the amount of life span u have,it is how u plan ur life...Tell me...If u r rich and take supplement to extend ur life..But your children are keep fighting over the testament when u r about to die...But on the other hand,if i was born into a poor family and sicked,but my family treated me well and I am happy..I will not mind if my life span will be cut short because of the sickness that I am having..So which one will u choose?I will surely choose the second life..I know that some stupid people will choose the first option,cause they say that money is the most important..but bear in mind,no matter h0w much money u have,I will guarantee that one day all the money u have will use finish..trust me,what i say is true,dont u all agree?Money cant buy love,cant buy health and the most important is MONEY cant buy happiness...You will onli find ur happiness wit u two hands,not ur money..If u use money to buy happiness,I am sorry dude,u will lost all ur happiness the moment u lost all ur money...Frankly speaking,since I am a left handed person,scientific research had found out that left handed person life is much more lesser than right handed one..in fact,me, as a left handed person,will have 10 years shorter life span than u all,which mean if u r 40 years old and passed away because of natural cause,I am sure that I will passed away earlier than u all,mayb at the age of late 20's or early 30's..but that's all god's will,nothing can change the fact...In fact i will not regret for dying now cause i know my life is happy,thnks to all of u ,my frends...Last time when i found out that my life span will be much more shorter,I was so scared cause i know that i will die earlier than all of u all...but now i am not worry cause i understand that everyone have to die...and since my life is happy,I die now oso nvm....cause wit u, my frens at my side,I can die peacefully....Remember, death is not a bad thing..in fact,death teaches us to appreciate and love people even more because when some1 u love is dead,u will onli start to realized that loving people is important..and death oso make u stronger so u can face the harsh reality...Death is more like a lesson for u all,cause when some1 is dead,u will start to know the importance of loving people,and from there people's bond will start to get stronger,and together they face this cruel world..so,death is more like a bless,it make u stronger,make u tougher and surely make u more mature..It will oso make u loves ur loved one even more..So my frens...I hope that this post will change your perception towards death,accept it and think death is not so bad after all..Till here my frens!^^

Nvm,I will accept ur decision...Making u happy will be the last thing I do....

ch01c3s....

2009-02-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

choice...another thing that almost happen everyday in our life..no matter where r u,what u doing or what time u r at,u r oways given some choices to decide,whether u wan it or not...it is like becoming part of our life,like an inseparable entity in our life...but without choices,we oso cant choose, and choices make us think,make us how to decide our life...so,choices do play an imporant role in our daily life...choices can make our life happy or gloomy and that is oso up to u to decide it!but if u study physics..example,Newton has stated that there is 3 law of physics..one of the law is like if u shoot a riffle,the gun will push the bullet and at the same time,the force of the bullet will push the gun back towards u....so what i am trying to say at here is the choices that u make doesn't onli affect u,it oso affect all the people surrounding u...if u r in bad a mood,u will expect that the people around u will oso turn sour....sometimes,choices in our life can be really harsh and turn against us...here r some of the choices or decisions that people faces usually...

when u gamble,u will be oways given choices to gamble up any amount of money u wan...if u gamble a lot of money and lose,u will blame urself for gamble too much money or if u gamble a little bit of money but win,u will later say"aiya,y don i gamble up more money ah?"

same thing oso happend to this situation,u saw an old beggar and u feel pity for him/her...if u dint give him/her money,u will feel bad as they r very weak and invulnerable plus he/she mayb hungry and no money to buy food...but if u give him/her money,u will feel sad cause ur money have been already given to him/her which make u felt that u just loss money....

if u r given 2 girls to be ur gf,one is pretty but very bad and another one is moderate looking but has a nice heart..who will u wan to choose?difficult le?if u choose the pretty one,later u will be her dogXD..but if u choose the other one,u will sure think that if the girl can just be a little better looking den it is enough ad...

so our life is full of choices and it is up to you to decide it... u can never escape from it and u will never managed to...if u cant change or escape from it,den just accept and adapt the current condition....remember,each choice has their own benefict and concequences,it is just whether how u face it...so my dear friends,choose your choices wisely or choose those choices that u can face it or embrace it...never choose a choice that can destory or turn ur life miserable..dont run away from choices,cause in the end,u do have to make a decision out of the number of choices u have eventually...choose ur choice wisely and i have no doubt that u will live ur life happily and meaningfully...that is all for today...

Happy Bday to u,V juan the Bday Boy XD

ch1n3s3 n3vv y3@r m3m0r13s + r3c3nt s1tu@t10n...

2009-02-05T21:37:00.003+08:00

so long never post liao...like 1 week+...lazy nia plus the skul subjects are very tough and i nid to study them,thats y seldom blog lor...this year chinese new year damn boring...nothing to say...ang pao oso less than rm100,pay finish all my debt den left 30+...haiz...but nvm la,at least got leng lui ma this chinese new year...Ahem,i mean not the skul de la...is my mother's fren de daugther.... that day was the 4th day of chinese new year..as usual,my family will sure go and visit my mother's old fren...she got a daughter which is very pretty and gorgeous,which is same age wit me....every year sure never fail to see her de..but this year..ZOMGWTF!!!she looks so different!pretty dao she can fight wit jun jun lor.....walau eh,if i could not control myself,who knows wat will happen that day XD...haha,when we visit my mother's fren,that moment that i cant forget the most is when she looked at me den i looked at her b,later both of us turn to other side because too shy liao..haha,really shok shok shok ar...cant really describe that situation....after that,when i surveyed the surrounding of the house because of too boring...den i noticed something,she oso got up from her seat and start walking to her room den later she stand behind my b for a long time b4 she go away cause my family wan ciao le...damn,if onli i could mustered up my courage,turn away and talk to her...just because of like that,i slip a good chance,it is like everybody told u 'So long suckers!'and i have to admit it that i really hate this kind of situation T.T...anyway,when we wanna go b that time,that situation is kinda awkward bcause.....her mother told me to talk,communicate more wit her and go and know more each other like smsing and msning..really paiseh le XD..mayb her mother already treat me as her future son in law..hehe..but if i let my parent see this post,den i really cham lor =.='

now bout the thing that happend recently,is that skul life is getting more and more boring..i wonder how those old days,the mathematician can so damn bloody good...even can create all those kind of freak algebra thingy...if i got time machine,sure go b to that time and kill all of them...now i just love science and ad math onli...other thing totally dont attract my attention at all...there is one thing that evryone will sure think alike,that is when we r in that form,we will feel very boring...but after we advance to higher form,den we will feel that the previous form is much more fun that current form.....life is like that,face it...if u cant change it,face it....

Naim,do u have to leave us?when u leave,there will be less 1 clever in our skul,there will be oso less 1 computer geek in my life,there will be oso oso less 1 fellow to be bully by me,and lastly, less 1 crazy and emo people in my life...Naim,will miss u forever T.T

ch1n3s3 n3vv y3@r,GONG XI FAK CAI!!!XD

2009-01-22T19:27:00.003+08:00

since CNY is coming,i decided to change my blog picture into like chinese style building picture!When CNY is around the corner,which mean its fire crackers time!!Inside my store room got whole bunch of fire crackers,range from little rocket to RM120 for 3 sticks de giant rocket,from small red crackers to super loud ball bomb...Gonna miss it when i scared some1's wit out of it..XD,know that CNY is coming,sure got 1 thing sure cannot forget de...what is that?Ang Pao la of course!!So prepare to empty ur pocket money and make it as an Ang Pao for me^^Ehh,don run la!U still own me an Ang Pao la!XD..note:(i cant give u all cause i havent married,so no ang pao for u all,but u all whether got married or no married oso must give ang pao to me!heheXD)

Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni Ya,Go Xi you for giving me ur ang pao!(try to sing this song in the normal Gong Xi song..and again,Dont forget my Ang Pao!XD)CNY FELLOWS!

m0Ody d@y.....

2009-01-20T16:55:00.006+08:00

walau today so moody.....all because of that damn fucking counsellor...don wan to mention his name,his name is even not worth to speak than a BABI's shit!!!ok,b4 i go and scold him again...let me tell u wat happen....today,when i went to the telephone booth which is near to the office to call my mum..I heard him calling me...He ask me:"do u have the permission to use the phone?"because i don have time to ask for permission from the person in the office,so i say no...Know what he said?"U think u prefect u can do anything u wan ar?"Kanine fucking *****,b4 i say this word...people oways told me that biatch is for educated person to scold onli...but scolding u Kanine fucking bitch is ad gud for u lor....wan me to scold u biatch?for u bitch is enough,not nid to give face for a fucking noob person like u....If he tell me in a polite manner,mayb i still can accept it..But he scold in front of every1 like i did something very bad...Pukimat,u think every prefect got do everything they wan ar?If i can do aything i wan,y don i kik ur lampa rite now?!!!Cb kia,somemore wan to threaten me to penalise me or to send me to Pn Sia....U think u r discipline teacher ar?U counsellor can psp me ar?Tell me, Ur MOther!U as a counsellor,ur job is to solved student's problem onli lar kepo!!We give u problem,u go and solved our problem,thats it.Dont try to move ur fucking ass from ur fucking chair cause student come and find u to solve their problem,not u go and find them!!!So like like this,U go and do headmaster la puki!!!Or u have so much energy to do the walking ar?Go and do yoga or bumping till i say stop lar!!!This little problem u oso wan to send me to Pn Sia ar?If i go out scold somebody,den i kena death penalty ar?I know u r turning old,but at least use ur brain ma...NO brain ma use ur Ass la,IDIOT!!!!LAstly,he told me that he will watch me..WATCH me?O.oU have really no idea who u r talking to....Really got gut ar...Bravo!!U wan to watch me?Go and watch urself la b4 I WHACKED UR LAMPA OFF UR KONEK SACK LA!!!!AND AFTER UR LAMPA DROP,I WILL MAKE A SPECIAL RECIPE CALL MR ****'s FRIED TESTICLES...DON MAKE ME WHACKED U TILL DEATH AND PEE AT UR GRAVE LA U PUKI!!!!!!
i rather put pig picture than putting ur ugly,retarded,puki,fucking looking face in my blog...U will just taint my blog nia,So ASS OFF,FUCKER!!!!

d1ff3r3nt y3@r,d1ff3r3nt view......

2009-01-14T20:20:00.004+08:00

now we are in the year 2009,which mean that we must say good bye to the year 2008....before PMR,we will oways said that PMR is hard,PMR is tough and so on....Now we r in form 4,most of us will expect to face the challege that we cant imagine....As I said,I was quite suprised to see how tough is it in Science stream....I can see even our top scorer like Jess even wan to transfer to art stream just because she cant study bio...So this really prove how tough is form 4...A little advice from me,If u cant score well in Math or Science,den I advice u to transfer to art class cause study in Science stream don just require hardwork,it also require some talent and determination...So if u lack any of this, stay out off Science stream....Now I am in form 4 and whenever I looked back to the day when I got my PMR result,compare PMR wit form 4,PMR is nothing...I mean PMR is really easy if u keep trying,willing to study...But for form 4,hardworking is just really not enough if u know what I am trying to say...But for me,I am willing to accept this challenge to prove that I can excel well in Science stream.....hehe..But I am quite lucky cause I have my mother who is a chemistry teacher to teach me Chemistry and our beloved form teacher,Pn.Yap,who is excellent in teaching Physic...and she really succeeded making me love Physic...Other teacher such as BI teacher,Pn Ngai and A.math teacher,Pn Lee oso help me to understand English and Add math better..^^anyway to those my friends who is still in other class,you will oways forever be my friend....So promise me 1 thing,study hard and excel well in ur exam so we can see each other result pass wit flying colour.......

Soon 2 more year will pass and we will face our SPM...after this we will choose our own path and separate....which mean we will not see each other often or worse,we will not meet again....I was so sad to think about this...But this kind of thing,sooner or later we oso have to face...So tell me,even if we separate,will I able to see u all again and will ur all still wanted to see me and treat me as ur friend?Tell me....

sh0ck1ng m0m3nt......

2009-01-09T13:55:00.002+08:00

remember that 5th jan?It is my first day in skul for this new 2009....As usual,I have nothing else to expect until.....Wei Xiang,one of my skul buddy told me that me that I was placed in 4BAI....At first I was thinking that he lied to me,but as he kept insisted that I was placed in that class,I decided to check...WHAT IN THE FUCK IN THIS WORLD THAT THIS THING CAN BE HAPPEN TO ME?!!...I was really put into class 4BAI...At the moment,I was so pissed off that I started to curse and curse and curse....I was so damn mad....Never mind if all the students in first class are clever but Alas,some of them really dont deserved to be in that class and when I said they dont deserved,I MEANT it...So I check I check and I check again,V Juan oso same class wit me...At that time,I think that justice really dont exist in the world...When we line up at the assembly hall,the first thing I saw is V juan's face...His expression is like the whole world upset him but he still try to smile... But I know behind his smile,I can sense his sadness and dissapointment,lurking somewhere deep in his fragile heart....I can understand his feeling.....I can see him nearly shed his tear but I know,no matter what happen,he will try not to shed the tear in front of us......because I know that he is a very strong person....We ask our PKM,and she told us because of our C, we cant go into the first class...At that moment me and V juan thought everything has lost hope...until she said that some student will go to the boarding skul, and she said we will be in the top list to transfer to that class...After I heard this,I was so relieved to have this kind of understanding PKM.....But after I check,I soon realized that there is mayb onli 1 empty place in that class...Knowing this,both of us know that onli 1 of us can go to that class....I was so speechless..Should I fight for the place or just let him take....I really cant think...But in the end,I told V juan if there is onli 1 place,he can take the seat...My other self thinking and saying to my another self:R u mad?I just say to the other:V juan's buddies mostly is in that class and in here,he really doesnt have any real buddies..so it is best if he go there so he can study......But when I told V juan that he can take the place,he told me that if there is onli 1 place,he will not go,instead he say we will go together when there are two places available....I was so touched and I said OK!......Today when we elect candidates for the Rumah Sukan,Pn Ngai scolded us....U know y?Because she said that Chinese onli vote for Chinese and same goes go to the other oso...Sorry Pn Ngai,because if I try to be fair,in the end I am the one who will be treated unfairly and I really sick of this...

Thank you V juan,for showing me the true meaning of buddy when I depressed and oso when I am in trouble...It is you who really by my side during this few tough days....Not to mention my other friends who I oso must thank..

And I got onli 1 thing to say,government do you think by giving them good result when they actually dont deserve anything better than this..You think this will help them?In fact u r just make them even worse...And this is the fact...Let me give u an example,this particular teacher,she actually don know how to speak well in English,but in the end I dont know how she managed to get a scholarship and eventually she became a teacher.....So her job is to teach MA in English...So when she dont know to say 3 minus 2 in English,Do u know what she said?Listen..."Student, three push two equals to?"In Bm, this is how it looked like,"Pelajar, tiga tolak dua berapa?"So now u all get the point?Thats what I trying to say....If u all still like this,den I have nothing to say,in fact, other people will see our country like other 3rd world country like Vietnam...Whats the different?If they are not good,just give them the mark they deserved, not by giving them extra marks.....

And 1 more thing,We oso part of Malaysia u know?At least u should treat us equal den we can treat u back equally ma...If u dont treat us equal, how do u expect us to treat u equally?But luckily,Malaysia is a better country now..So I just wan to say, what they deserved to get den they deserved to get,what they don deserved den they r really dont deserved to get...Know what I mean?U see Singapore?This country is even better than our country even though it is younger than our country..It is because they treat each other equally which mean teamwork is there..and teamwork mean they together developed this country...Like some1 said,If we never learn from the past,we r doom to repeat it...and that is very true....Fair wit Fair,that is the onli way.....

uNf@1r w0rLd........

2008-12-31T14:34:00.003+08:00

Ahem.....do you think after I got my PMR result which is 7a's 1c,do you think that I am happy?NO!!!Infact I am more angry than happy....Do I mad on myself?Again NO!!!But y?You tell me....I am angry cause for us who studied very hard get this kind of result but how about other?I saw one fellow get straight A's and yet his English is worse than my grandmother!CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!!!and I don wan to name that fellow....If I compared him wit the last class,actually he is just slightly better than them...Is it Chinese?I don wan to tell cause I don wan to raise isues...But for those who know,u will know know who I am talking about....The fellow, the time he use for reading book is less then the time I use to go to the toilet to shit...So damm mad...So damm bias...It is not about the PMR standard is low,it is the unfairness of our goverment....If I compared Lish's GEO wit his GEO,I will say that Lish will have a better chance to score A than him....What the FUCK wit u goverment?Other race other kind of marking?Cant u just be a little fair?That is just all I ask,nothing more..But in the end,we as a student have to accept the fact....Cause this kind of thing will never change unless they learn.......

U say everything is equal, everything is same?DO u meant it?No I dont think so.....Even the sepet movie tells the story of a malay girl who scored 5a's in her SPM can go to the overseas while her Chinese bf..yeah thats rite scored 7a's cant even enter a local University....This world is too bias and I cant stand it..But I have to face it...This movie really describe our current condition and country.....So do u all agree wit me?

PMR r3sUlt d@y........

2008-12-30T14:14:00.002+08:00

This day...1 of the most important day which i will never forget.....its the day that shall determined my path...either to the path of success or to the road of failure which i cant in....This day,my heart beat so fast, so loud till the sound produced by the cars and construction sites seems so quiet,compared to my heart beating sound....I dreamt about PMR result everyday which actually is a bad dream.....Even the cheerful me who think openly oso think that this time,my luck is not on my side....When I step into my skul,my foot steps seems so heavy as they were tied to a metal ball,preventing me for moving further...but I know this day,no matter what happen,I will have to face the fact....I saw every1 getting their result and they were looked so happy...I saw some of my friend's result,and they got good result...This make me more even anxious,cause my friend who got those result actually are just a bunch of average students,not good but oso not bad...Make me wonder how my result will looked like...But I cant waste any more time, and I grabbed my result...7A's and 1c....I nearly shed my tears....for I have got a result the I really wan...This day looked like the terminator movie,u r the John Conner who is the good guy while Ur parents is the terminator sent by the future to kill u during judgement day..And I survived it...Lastly....

Thank you mother,for encouraging and stayed by my side when I down....

Thank you father,for teaching me the important of study and oso to make me an useful person...

Thank you friends,for willing to teach me when i dont understand anything and oso willing to share my burdens and feelings.....

Thanks to all of u all,mayb because of u all,I managed to change my self,become a sucessful person,and throw away my former self....Thank you....It will be debt that even money cant pay...Thank you......

m3rrY chr1stM@s!!!!!!

2008-12-21T19:29:00.008+08:00

"we wish u merry Christmas,we wish u merry Christmas on a happy new year" thats is the phrase that keep ringing in my ears...well,fellow Christians, here I wish u merry Christmas and dont get spanked by ur parents because of PMR!!hehe^^I wan to wish my fellow classmates which is christian at 3 berlian:Jireh,WillIAm,Wei Chyi,Seow Fong,Alvina and one more is who ar?MAYE!!!hehe,nearly forget u even though u r the fellow who always kacau by me^^and 1 more thing,congrats to Jireh for going to move to another new house near the jaya jusco,welcome to our community......ermmm,what to say le,nothing le..hehe^^

this is a conversation between MAYE and Santa Claus in her dream during the Christmas Night....

Santa:Well,Maye, u have been a very good girl.What do you want for your present during Christmas?I will guaranteed that your present will arrive in no time!
Maye:Thanks Santa for your compliment!Actually there are a lot of thing i wanna wish for...but for this Christmas,I think i wanna wish for this........

Santa:Dont be shy,u can ask for anything as long it is not impossible==!
(wondering what could it be?)
Maye:I think I wanna have Antiseptic cream and Painkiller for my this Christmas......
Santa:(thinking,what in the world does she want that for?)Its ok....but why do you want to wish these 2 items for present?Dont you think it is a little bit unusual for a girl aged 15 years old to wish for these presents?I thought girl like to wish for barbie doll,cosmetic stuffs and handsome boyfriend......
Maye:Actually that thing u spoke just now is my top priority...But for this year,I think this 2 items are the most important....Do you want to know why?
Santa:Ya,I want to know...Why?
Maye:You really want to know about it?
Santa:Yes,I really want to know,So Please tell me now!!(getting impatient)
Maye:Do you really really wan to know?
Santa:Just tell me wont you!You are really getting on my nerve!!!I will forfeit your request to ask for present if you keep doing like this....
Maye:okok!!Dont do that...(starting to cry)actually this year i am sitting PMR.....
Santa:So?PMR is already over right?
Maye:Ya thats the point!!(cry even louder)i knew that i dint do well in PMR and the result is coming in 1 or 2 weeks!!!
Santa:So nothing will happen right?For what you ask these items?
Maye:......(Santa can be dumb sometimes).......
Santa:AHEM!!!I know what you saying..Dont think I dont know you are talking bad about me...
Maye:Sorry...sorry....actually if i dont do well in my PMR,my parents will whacked and spanked me....So thats why I ask these two items for my present.....
Santa:Sob,sob...So sorry to hear that.....Ok,I will give these items as your present.....
Maye:Thanks Santa!
Santa:No problem!In fact I am giving you extra large Antiseptic Cream and painkillers which is enough for ur entire life!!!
Maye:=.=gee..thanks...So cya later,Bye Bye!!!
Santa:Bye Bye!!!HOHOHO!!!

by the next day after Christmas,Maye is shocked to see a giant Antiseptic cream and painkillers which is large enough to fill a whole van in her house compound....Maye said:"he betul betul give me a giant Antiseptic cream and painkillers=.=!"

Finally when the result come out...Maye was crying but her parents was overjoyed....Guess what?Maye scored straight A's in her PMR...She was crying for she had wished for the wrong present.......So now what to do with the present?

Kolian Maye,for asking present that are totally useless for her....Really kolian...I sent my sympathy to you,Maye...Shienrun=.=

Hehe,that is the end of this incident...PS:/Maye really kolian and and kesian,she really deserved sympathys from you all...So y u all guys waiting for...go and congrats her and at the same time sympathy her=.=

And one last thing,I wish u all a Happy Christmas again and Maye,please dont be so sad :>

d0t@ k1a.....

2008-12-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

woah....for those who know about dota,u will know the meaning of this post name...yeap, i am totally addicted to dota....everyday, i will sure play dota...don know why,mayb because its in my blood?haha...but this game is totally nice le....no wonder it is still one of top most favourite game after 5 years....playing dota reminds me how i play dota 2 years ago...really miss that day ler...last time i so noob until jason,wan xiang and jireh keep killing me le...some more bully me in game...hehe but now different ad....almost everybody know me in ucplay...cause too pro mah!(shhh.don tell any1)haha....jireh and wan xiang,got 1 thing to tell you, u are no longer a match for me..hehe..and any1 playing ucplay come and find me, XxR.I.PxX....and let me pawn you!muahahaha.....Zzzz...When i pawned you,just let me say something: May god bless you,rest in peace Amen.....so see what, fast join me la....hehe onli Yik soon can onli fight me in dota....^^and one more thing,don leave when you r in my game,or there is just 1 thing nia,prepare for 60 days holidays or get banned lor==

Forget Your Enemies but Don't Forget Their Names

Genius has it's Limit but Stupidity Don't!!

The Secret to Success is to know something NoBody Knows!!!

I have nothing to declare except my genius....

Nobody Threatens Me Unless they are looking for their coffin....

th3 d@y th3 3@rth st0od st1ll.....

2008-12-13T20:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday watch this movie wit wei xiang...damn nice...this movie is so different from other movie...it really touches me....ok b4 i say anything...let me give u a short detail bout this movie...this is a movie where an alien landed on to our planet,trying to communicate with the leader of this planet which i think is the President of the USA gua.....this movie tells the story of mankind...their behavior which cause destruction to this planet without realizing it..so in order to stop the destruction done by the mankind to the earth,this alien whose name is Klaato,seeking the President to discuss the matter...when this effort fail,this alien decided to wipe out the entire human race to enable the other species survive...overall,this tell about the action of human, for what they done to their Earth and oso to the other species... which mean if human survive,other species will perish due the the action of human...but if human disappear,other species will survive...so in order to ensure the other species will not be destroyed due the selfishness action of human, human must vanished from this planet once and for all... so this actually explained the action of mankind, which causes a lot of uncountable damage to the earth.... but they say,when the earth is at the brink of destruction,human will change....and i truly believe this phrase...because human do evolve...like example when the asteroid landed on the earth and nearly killing all the living thing in earth,some species managed to surive and adapt in ths harsh eviroment,evolve in order to continue live...thats how human species stayed alive for such a long time because the can evolve to adapt the eviroment surrounding them....and i believe human are changing now to save the earth,prevent it from destroyed by human itself...now we can see that many people create many eviroment friendly product just to save earth...and one day we can sure that earth will not be destroyed and will stayed beautiful forever...and i believe human will change...Let us protect our mother Earth....

Blizzard,why kacau my WOWFUSION la...Be considerate la...wow 1 month nid rm50 la...i poor and no money la, so these kind people create free wow to let poor people like me to play lor...so plz be considerate and LET GO of WOWFUSION!!!!!!!!

pmr r3sults 1s g3tt1ng n3@rer.......

2008-12-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

OMG.....i play and play and play till realize there is at least 3 more weeks b4 PMR results.... i was screaming like an idiot when i noticed about this...zzzzz....so guys,are you ready to face it,to embrace it?don ask me cause even me are oso not sure.....PS:my hands were trembling when i wrote this post....and for those christian fellows,Chritmas is near and i am here to wish you Happy Christmas....but for those who took PMR this year,you all better don ask for anything expensive cause after a few days when the PMR result come out..if good den ok lor...if bad den prepare to see your beloved christmas present destroyed by ur ANGRY parents....so hope u all wont ge the bad ending...=.=

feel my wrath!I only serve for the frozen throne!Bow down to the scourge!(ya i am totally addicted to dota==)

tr@ff1c j@m.......

2008-12-08T19:42:00.004+08:00

walau....everyday, some place in Malaysia sure got traffic jam de.....But bear in mind,Malaysia's road system is the second best after Japan's......There are 3 main reasons why Malaysia got traffic jam......first of all for sure is accident de la....don know why whenever an accident occur,those typical malaysians will start to slow down their car to watch the accident....so kepo like never see accident b4......wan kena accident den baru tahu what is song ar?Zzzz.....secondly is when people having some kind of special festival,they will stop the car to see the celebration...so sienz le....come on la man,every year we oso going through the same thing,see not enough meh=.=....third of course is the goverment la.....especially Klang that area.....whenever there got jam we sure know something,the mpk is blocking the road to decorate the lamp post la or to make the city more beautiful....so much money meh?why dont you use the money for the poor or for education instead of wasting money to decorate the city meh? so many energy and so free?Go and do something that benefict the society la!!!!REMEMBER, that no matter how u decorate the Klang city,it will be still be a dirty city......

Dont underestimate anybody,remember that even the weakest prey will turn to predator to hunt you down.....always remember,dont understimate poeple.....

mY m0th3r,mY w0rld.....

2008-12-02T19:45:00.003+08:00

mother....how i want to describe her le....i wanted to describe her.....but in a more special way....here is how i describe her.....

my mother is a tree,a tree that shades me from the fiery hot sun..

my mother is just like a sun,a sun that emits light which will light up my way,show me the way of truth...

my mother is just like a moon,a moon that acompanies me when i am alone......

my mother is just like soil,soil that nourishes me to let me grow up......

my mother is just like a warm glow,a warm glow which will comfort me when i need her the most...

my mother is just like a light in a darkness,a light which cheer me up when i am afraid....

my mother is just like a sky,a sky which i can see everyday to prevent me from getting boring....

my mother is just like rain,rain that fall on me just make sure i be a healthy person.....

I am just a little tree...it is her who brought me to this world....let me see this beautiful world....and also bring joy to my world.....

My mother,my world,my life.....

Wei Chyi,Happy Belated Bday!Actually i oso forget ur bday..==

v13tn@m tr1p.......

2008-11-23T20:36:00.010+08:00

hihi...its been awhile since i last blog..hehe...no time ma busy......By the time i wrote this blog,actually i still at Vietnam....Vietnam ar,how should i described?It is actually not a bad place to vist,but mayb because of the war, the poverty can be seen everywhere....overall,Vietnam is the place for you to visit if you like it...We may see that Vietnam is still a developing country,but in a few years time,Vietnam will become a better country just like the today's Malaysia....ok la...don wan write so much...will try to upload some pictures if got times...See you till next time..BYE!!!

PS:Dont be suprise if Vietnam will be a better country than Malaysia..It is because they dont raise up the political isues unlike our goverment...So goverment,please realized this before its too late!!!!!!

Isaac,run for your life!!!!This ship is infested by Necromorphs!!!!Run or else the Necromorphs will hunt you DOWN!!!!

0n3 ut@m@ tr1p!!!!

2008-11-18T16:57:00.002+08:00

hehe...today i went to one utama with wei xiang lor...damm cool...actually this is my third time to one utama le....all my daddy lor....lazy to bring me to there....ok,enough of this....today,i went there and bought some games lor...and one of the games is Dead Space....very cool le.....but other than that,we never buy anything lor....cause too expensive....happy to see but sad to buy....no money ma....after that we circle the complex for awhile and go back de......later when i try to install my game which is Dead Space......an error came out.....it say cant initialize display hardware....WTF....later i go and check the EA official website and it say cant be supported by nvidia geforce 8500......so sad le.....EA,go to hell la!!!!!

I came from the depth of the hell....And I will pull you back to where I came from....Are you ready to face me,The Pit Lord?

h0l1d@ys...Y3@h!!!

2008-11-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

holidays...the joys can be heard very clearly...very loudly...now the sound of the skul bell,the shout of the students,the voice of the teachers....is slowing fading away...which is replaced by the laughter of joy for the holidays...HOORAY!!!but it seem i miss my skul day more than my holiday...but nvm,cause the most important matter in my life is how to plan my holiday...arhhh...i think my holidays is fulltime gamer gua....today when i go steamboat with my family....eat till half way,i saw an indian guy selling toys to those who is eating at there....unfortunately,nobody wanna buy his toys....in those noisyness, i can sense his dissapointment...i try to help him but what can i do?i am just a boy who still nid his family to support him...slowly,he vanish into to darkness,dissapeared into it,all i can see is his shadow...now i realized,the economy is not stabil,a lot of people either loss their job or have problem....and the problem oso got into our family....now u all know...u all got ur nike shoes,branded cloth or other expensive things,u all should be grateful...cause life is hard...some even don know what is ADIDAS....the onli way to get out of this is to study hard and get a gud job...well, i hope u all know that life is hard even for those who is in moderate family...because money is easy to spend but difficult to earn...but a lot of people don know...hope u all realized it and try to save money to ease ur family burden....

I finally free from my master grasp,Lord Arthas......what should I do? I think I should start my journey in Northrend,the coldest part in Azeroth....You asking me who am I?Then I shall answer that I am a death knight,a death knight without name.....

@ f3ws m0r3 d@ys t0 g0....

2008-11-04T20:23:00.005+08:00

haiz....a fews more days to go before holidays...i think we should be happy rite now....cause this is the moment we can be truly happy....and oso the last year we can enjoy ourself....because next year...new challenge will come and find us...and if u work not hard enough...i am afraid it is gonna be u who will fail...so my friend...cherish ur moment...for next year,good memory may not b always coming out...so my friend...plz enjoy urself....and oso thank u all for adding all kinds of flavour into my life,which make my life more meaningful and colourful...and oso let me live wit objective and not wandering around,thinking what my purpose in this world is...thank u all...for being a great and supportive friend...

we just got 1 life...because of it...den this 1 life...the only 1 life we got, will be always be our memory... so cherish it,colour it...even it is just 1 life....it can make a lot of different to u,and oso to others....life is precious....

w@,my cl@ss @ll pl@y m@pl3 st0ry?

2008-11-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

wa....two days ago.... i heard from jess that she started playing maple story....lvl 11 magician....talking bout maple story making me think all the fun i had in maple story....she proudly say she lvl up to 11 in two day...but sis la...i can reach level 20 in a day in 3 hours without breaking a sweat...come on la....in game...u r really no match for me la....but still....i will come and join u lor....my main character in delphinus is going to married.....so yash,lish and jess, u all will get wedding invitations from me or^^but still, the reason i coming back to maple story is because the new job....pirate job...very cool le...hehe...don lvl up so fast lor...wait me den we do party quest 2gether....:] and mayyee,u r still noob in maple story....still no match....Blek!and jess..what is your character name or....i support u item^^

Rise again and be my servant,as my faithful servant who obey my command!!!

t1m3 h@s g0n3 s0 f@st.....

2008-10-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

without noticing...time have already go so fast....from a small little baby to a teenager...from kindergarden to secondary.....what V-juan say is correct....we have onli a fews more years before we separate and go into each own way.....2 more years is spm time....after spm den we will start working....mayb we will study university but all of us have different ambitions...means we wont be able to hang out or do stuff like we all do now...really must apreciate le....we must really enjoy during this time lw...let us when we grow up...we can always remember the sweet thing that happened in our secondary....hope we can still contact each other even after spm.....

My time has come for me to rise again,
Rise again to dominate the world,
Dominate the world as my master wish,
As my master wish is my command,
My command is for me to fullfill,
To fullfill what my master desired....

n0 pmr,d1ff3r3nt f33l1ng,d1ff3r3nt day.....

2008-10-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

PMR is oredi over....every1 should be happy....that include me...but for some reason....i very miss my PMR....the atmophere...really very quiet...quiet till like the whole skul already die....the time where i can see myself focus on something....everybody after PMR celebrated their day..but i just wish that PMR can be repeat again...where i can do my exams again...PMR, i miss u!!!!!

Torment In Me,
Torment Around Me,
Torment Be With Me.
Let Us Conquer Our Foes,
Do They Understand Our Pain?
No,They Dont.
Do You?
No.
Not A Soul Can.
For This,They Will Feel Our Torment,
The Torment That Inhabit My Soul....

PS:if u know this phrase and where does this come from..put your answer as comment....those who correct can get 1 free nasi lemak!^^

B0r1ngzzzz d@yzzz....

2008-10-24T18:52:00.003+08:00

what a boring day le today..shouldnt have come to the school today...but no choice,who ask my mum to force me go to school....so boring le..but nvm la,at least i got my favourite activities in school,that is gambling....oh gosh, u should see how much i won in these few days...hmm let me count....i won almost rm30!!!!more than my mother give money to me to eat every week...so happy le...now i can eat anything i wan le.....just now after skul rite, i think got a girl...whats her name ar?Ya chin mun,hope don spell her name wrong==looked very 'mesra' with leong chia choong le...so funny...u should see how they quarell...My heart told me mayb i should pronouce them husband and wife gua..haha...just now i saw resident evil 5 in my mozilla firefox le...remind me those days i wit wei xiang playing resident evil 4,kicking all those granados and bloody zombies smelly ass!!!ha so miss the day..but shit...play until the last chapter den cannot play le...so ham+cham...T.T

money is the root of evils...ya thats rite...in order to get the money,humans can sacrifice their face,their pride and their dignity...they can even use those kind of inhuman way which is much worse than killing to get the money...they are not animals,they are not beast but they are devils....these devils have corrupted by their own greed....do not follow the path they have choosen, for u will suffer in hell,consume by the darkness,never to see the world again....

Ku0n...my t0p f@v0ur1t3 gh0st g@m3...

2008-10-21T22:49:00.007+08:00

after pmr..i have been thinking what game should i play during this time.... there is a few games i been playing like wow,dota and also a new collection to my family, Silent Hill 4....there is oso a game i like call Kuon- the nine grudges....this game resolves in a old japanese time...quite scary though...play at wei xiang house den don dare to play liao...but the game looked nice le...nvm, this friday i go to his house to play...unfortunately...this game is for ps2 onli...if u think it is not scary..i will show u my video...it is up to u whether it is scary or not?^^

scary le?^^ and post some comment on this video lor...

Fear is just one of your feeling...It appear because your mind think so....if u clear ur mind and focus your mind....actually fear doesnt really exist...

S1l3nt h1lls st0r13s.....

2008-10-20T15:59:00.002+08:00

look closely...if u play all the silent hill games from silent hill 1 in ps to silent hill 4 in ps2...u will notice something..all of them have connection no matter what character are there....example silent hill 3 main character is a girl who name Cheryl has a father name Harry which is the main character is the silent hill first series....Cheryl actually is a fragment of a soul of the last boss in Silent hill which has been kill and inserted into a new baby...but actually there is more to know de...now i making a family and historical map that connect about silent hill...i will show u all as soon as possible...

many people think by killing themself,they can escape the reality and sins that have been made by them...but they are wrong...what start from the beginning must end to the last....What must done must done.....no matter what,the sins that havent paid finished from the past will paid at the next life..continue at life after life until u finished paying it...

s1l3nt h1lls......

2008-10-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

thinking all about the silent hill games...sooner or later it will drive till crazy to get all those games no matter by robbing or killing...anyway for psp fellow..silent hill:origins is one of the best psp game...really...i wont bluff u de....and if anyone of u want to know how silent hill started...u can always take the informations from me....

i sacrificed myself for my master....is it really that worth?will my master appreciate my sacrifice for him...will he?TELL ME!!!!!

PS3!!!!!! @nd h0rr0r g@m3s.....

2008-10-19T16:00:00.010+08:00

lol...today when i go to the jj...the first i saw is ps3....so envy le those who got...my mouth is drooling*....there are so many favourite game that i like like clive barker's jericho, DMC 4, Silent hill:homecoming, siren:blood curse and many many more...my dad say if my PMr can get good result den he will buy me a ps3 le...so happy.....just now went to the game shop to look for games...i saw the silent hill trailer le...so nice....imagining i am the main character to solve the mysteries....later i continue to play my silent hill 4 le in pc....play until half and it is very tough but yet it is fun and scary...anyway...don wan kacau u lor..continue playing my silent hill 4 game...before i end my blog let me show u some of the coolest silent hill homecoming boss...

he is cool and one the silent hill classic boss... i will have a very hard time to find a way to kill this guy...sexy yet dangerous...this is how i describe her..apparently this boss is consist of five young womans combine together..looking forward to kill this boss..hehe^^the final boss in the silent hill...resembling a pregnant mother strapped to some spider legs....one of the hardest boss to defeat...

in the brightest day darkest night,no evil shall escape from my clutch..for those who worship the devil's might,prepare to taste my justice!!!

f1rSt m0rn1ng @ft3r pMR....

2008-10-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

Gosh,the first morning after PMR is totally different...now u wont nid to get up to study or to revise... it just that you have a lot of time to do anything that you like...and wont be bother by PMR again.....now that PMR is over,your parent cant scold you anymore for not studying to prepare for the examination...it is just like u have leave your master,wont be bother by it again...since i am a sick gamer, the first i do of course is to play game la....tata,no time ad, wanna play dota^^

even a very good person can commit crime and even a very bad criminal can do something good that is benefict to the society....don always judge somebody by their look and what they did in the past...humans are not puppet,they can always change themself...either becoming good or bad....

qu1ck r3m1nd t0 th0s3 c0nc3rn b0ut PMR m@rks

2008-10-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

just wan to let u know PMr standard to get a's... the standard for PMR a's is 75%.. so don scare... got 60 questions de, u can wrong 15 more and still can get a.....cheer for u all^^....don say me wrong,my mum which is a teacher and other teachers say like this de==

mayb you think after doing some mistake,it wont be able to repeat again...but in other world other dimension,other of you mayb making the same mistake that you had just make in this world..so think again....

H@ppi d@y^^

2008-10-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

Yes! you know what this mean? PMR is finally over...thx god...no more studying ad....i ad check my paper le... let me show ur my score,BI paper 1 :40/40,Science paper 1 :40/40,Math paper 1:39/40,Sejarah paper:51/60 and Geography 48/60...nice score rite?After went back to house, the first thing is to on PC... so miss my game lerT.T....later i with ming hui,jireh(suddenly so mature ad==),V-juan, wee seh and wei jian go watch eagle eye le... the movie damm nice le... u wan to know go see the movie cause i don wan spoil the movie... i tell u this movie den u will already know and this is not fun..... later on we sing k and who is with us? ANDREW!!!! first time see him sing le... he is damm good like at home got pratice de..haha...sing in the middle, den v-juan said got staff wearing halloween custome to scare people and give away prizes... we were just waiting for our turn until one of the normal staff came in and pack the thing.... we ask them why we never get surprise de and u know what they say? "i forget liao"zzzz..anyway this is a happy day in my life^^

Time may take away my appearance,my age,my strength,my power and my life...but they will not able to take away my determination and spirit.....

n0o0o0o0o0o0!!!!

2008-10-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

there is onli 2 word for chinese, HAM CHAM... wtf... so hard de..... know will get c or b de la..... but i am not the onli person.... the whole bunch of chinese fellows are oso like this.... today got a very funny thing happen le...when hema bump into jesslyn and we said they r couple....u know what happen?hema scold me in tamil while jesslyn scold in chinese.this really make them look like a couple and they make me laugh for a very long time le^^

The fate controls you if you give up,but u can twist the fate if u r determined......

f1n@llY p@st h@lf 0f th3 tr1@l.....

2008-10-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

welcome to my world where i am the 1 who control... hihi... back to the topic...finally past today critical text... history i check liao and i get A! ZOMGWTF.... i cant believe...really so happy le... second A for history in this 3 year time....but tomorrow is chinese and kh le... so gan chiong.... well... s@t@n's l1ttl3 b0y boi wanna go back to his own castle le....tata

s@t@n's l1ttl3 b0y boi,go fetch more souls for me!!!!=.= ok! more souls for the master!
i will fetch more souls for master very soon...very very soon...........

S31 j3sz....

2008-10-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

zzzz....today just read all her blog....walau... write so many bad thing behind me....but nevermind la... butcher de income is not stable... mayb she is short of money or business no good gua... tell her not to bad mouth lar.....btw... i am a good s@t@n's l1ttl3 b0y boi... so i wont waste my energy scolding this kind of low class person^^

I mayb blind but i am not deaf....and i know what u did behind me...
do that again and u will feel my wrath..... suffer for eternity and never know the meaning of joy and happiness again......

PS: not talk about u lor jess, it is just my own phrase... do miss understanding lor==

2nd d@y to the p@th th@t 1 h@ve choosen to go into....

2008-10-14T17:53:00.001+08:00

lol...S@t@n's litt13 b0y boy is here..... Today's PMR is Science and English.... Science paper two 2 is very challenging but luckily my mum check my Science paper 1 and i score full 40 marks!!!! English paper 1 oso score full 40 oso^^... Phew what a relief == I may get away today but tomorrow is the real test.... so scare history paper le==' don wan write anymore la... want to study liao...

Today is the Day that shall determined my path as there is two path i should choose.... choose wrongly and you will end up in eternal darkness forever, never to be find again....